woo an awesome present from Annabelle :D
we got candy bars, jelly beans, beef jerky <3<3, top ramen. and so much more :D

My girls really got me good stuffs this year! :D

What I learned today:
Rarely Tigers can kill and eat bears and leopards.
<3 the tigers.

and I <3 the present sara :D

Who says that girls can't beat boys at jiu jitsu?
http://youtube.com/watch?v=8VB_DKZAk6c
http://youtube.com/watch?v=t4BufjiAxMw

I can honestly say that moving into the middle of desert was one of the dumbest things I have done in my life. Not the dumbest, but its up there.

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Does this sound like me? You tell me.

You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.

You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.

You like to be deeply involved in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others and protect their feelings.

You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.

You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don't get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don't like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open.

My grandpa passed away last night
RIP

I had no father growing up, But my grandpa was always there with his advice on how to become a good man.
He married his wife after they have only known each other for 3 days and stayed with her until the day he died.
He passed away in his sleep right next to the love of his life. I can not think of a better way to go after such a long life. I just wish he did not leave me when I needed his assistance more then any other moment in my life

I feel so very alone

so this is what is feels like to have your soul slowly riped from your chest.
confused
hopeless
lost
alone

I had to let her go. It was ruining her life, she did not deserve that. I had to stop being selfish man up and do what was best for her.
I will always have a place for you in my heart Sara.

not a day goes by in which i pray that i will wake up from a dream and she did not really move away. But there is nothing that i can do about that now, its become to much for her in a stressful time in her life. I had to do whats best for her.
I will always do whats best for her.

never forget that i love you

Today I befriended a spider. He was a smart spider and very cunning in the ways of science. Just as our friendship begain to blossum he used the wind to learn how to fly. As I watched him float away I learned how mother birds feel as they watch their babies fly away. I named him Flyie for his great ability to fly. God speed flyie.... God speed.