[RoseAngel]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2005-08-17
Written: (6850 days ago)

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Oooh...:dies:.

582592 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-05-25
Written: (6934 days ago)

<3

Oh baby, I will make all of your fantasies come true, as soon as we both say I do.

<3

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Written about Friday 2005-04-01
Written: (6987 days ago)

Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel...
My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel.

Touching you, touching me,
Touching you, God you're touching me.

I believe in a thing called love,
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart.
There's a chance we could make it now.
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down.
I believe in a thing called love.
Ooh!

I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day.
You got me in a spin but everything is A.O.K!

Touching you, touching me,
Touching you, God you're touching me.

I believe in a thing called love,
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart.
There's a chance we could make it now.
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down.
I believe in a thing called love.
Ooh!
Guitar!

Touching you, touching me,
Touching you, God you're touching me.

I believe in a thing called love,
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart.
There's a chance we could make it now.
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down.
I believe in a thing called love.
Ooh!

515129 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-03-07
Written: (7013 days ago)

You were my first love
The earth moving under me
Bedroom scent, beauty ardent
Distant shiver, heaven sent

I'm the snow on your lips
The freezing taste, the silvery sip
I'm the breath on your hair
The endless nightmare, devil's lair

Only so many times
I can say I long for you
The lily among the thorns
The prey among the wolves

Someday, I will feed a snake
Drink her venom, stay awake
With time all pain will fade
Through your memory I will wade

Barely cold in her grave
Barely warm in my bed
Settling for a draw tonight
Puppet girl, your strings are mine

This one is for you for you
Only for you
Just give in to it never think again
I feel for you

[Nightwish, Feel For You]

515534 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-01
Written: (7012 days ago)

Put a stake through my heart!
And drag me into sunlight.
So awake for your greed,
As you're slaying the dreamer.

505868 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-02-25
Written: (7022 days ago)

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[Crimson candle wax...
Dense ebony smoke...
Lustful violent fire...
Paper thin rose petals...

All dispelling together.
Forming a seductive pool of passion...
Only for My Love and I.]

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Written about Monday 2005-02-21
Written: (7026 days ago)

Can you feel your heart beat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong, it's too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you

Here is where we both go wrong

Tonight's your last chance to do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night,
This is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive

Here is where we both go wrong
So sign me up and toss this key
'Cause for now we're living

In this moment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes
Eyes

Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing
My heart is dead it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but it's all in your goodbyes
it's all in your goodbyes

Well look who's dying now
slit wrists sleeping with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesnt matter what you say
You never mattered anyway
I never mattered anyway

Don't shake I hate to see you tremble
Trembling
You've lost your touch haven't you
And I'm so addicted
so addicted

I never thought we'd make it out alive
It's all in your goodbyes

[Underoath, A Boy Brushed Red Living in Black and White]

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Written about Monday 2005-02-21
Written: (7027 days ago)

Yet another tear rolls down my pale cheek
...Midnight cries, falling upon deaf ears...
I'll keep each tear for you
I'll stow them away
Only you, my love, may have them
They're yours
Take them

503293 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-02-18
Written: (7025 days ago)

I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, your lovin' is all I think about
I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, its more than I dare to think about

Every night
Every day
Just to be there in your arms
Won't you stay
Won't you stay
Stay forever and ever and ever

There's a dark secret in me
Don't leave me lost in your arms
Set me free
Feel the need in me
Set me free
Stay forever and ever and ever

I just can't get you out of my head

[I've had this old school song stuck in my head forever!]

497108 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-02-16
Written: (7032 days ago)

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Written about Tuesday 2005-02-15
Written: (7033 days ago)

I'll slit my wrist and draw a heart on the wall for you.
I will write a note also...
It will contain my everlasting love for you,
Every hidden emotion...
Along with all the invisible tears.
Finally...
I'll sign it with my blood.
A crimson farewell...sealed with a kiss.

I said I'd die for you. Did you not believe me?

490679 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-02-08
Written: (7039 days ago)

U no wat rely bothrs meh? Ppl who typ lyk ths!

Ahh!!! Learn how to spell and type!

Ahem...

489747 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-02-07
Written: (7041 days ago)

[Tough guys wear pink.]

Haha...I love that quote.

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Written about Thursday 2005-01-27
Written: (7052 days ago)

[I want to die.]

I'll slit my wrist and draw a heart on the wall for you.
If I'm able, I will write a note also...
It will express my love for you that you are not aware of.
Finally...
I'll sign it with my blood.
A crimson farewell...sealed with a kiss.

[I died of a sweet sickness]

472816 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-01-16
Written: (7062 days ago)

.:.:.I long to be with you.:.:.

When I'm with you is when I'm happiest...

C r a d l e m e g e n t l y i n y o u r a r m s a n d n e v e r l e t m e g o.

Please.

459175 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2004-12-29
Written: (7080 days ago)

I had a dream about you. But, before you think anything...listen to my dream.
I found out that someone was paying you large amounts of money to spend time with me and talk to me. This person secretly hated me, and you did also. When I found out the truth, I locked myself in my room for weeks. I died inside. I woke just before I slit my wrist.
Point in story; please, I beg of you, do not play games with me. I'm not strong enough.

437083 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2004-12-07
Written: (7102 days ago)

All of my hate cannot be bound. I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
Now you can try to tear me down...beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming.

399592 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2004-11-03
Written: (7137 days ago)

I know what died that night.
It can never be brought back to life once again,
I know, I know.

I know I died that night, and I'll never be brought back to life.
Once again, I know.

If you listen.
Listen close, beat-by-beat,
You can hear when the heart stops.
I saved the pieces when it broke and ground them all to dust.

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Written about Wednesday 2004-10-27
Written: (7144 days ago)

When this began I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find that
I'm not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
but all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I cant believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
I was confused
looking everywhere only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I want to heal, I want to feel like
I'm somewhere I belong
I want to heal, I want to feel like
I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

-Linkin Park, Somewhere I Belong-

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Written about Saturday 2004-10-23
Written: (7148 days ago)

Take my hand, I'll be everything to you.
Take my hand, I'll take everything from you.
I will seep under your skin. I will.
I will hold onto your heart. I will.

What have you done?
What have you done?
What have you done?
What have you done?
DONE!

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Written about Tuesday 2004-10-12
Written: (7135 days ago)

Something isn't right
I can feel it again, feel it again
This isn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong
Something's always wrong
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable

So take your empty words your broken promises
And all the time you stole cause I am done with this
I can give it away give it away
I'm doing everything I should've
And now I'm making a change
I'm living the day
I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong
Something's always wrong
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable

Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story
You're never coming back
Never...never...never...never...

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong
Something's always wrong
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life
Everyone that I love
Everyone I care about
They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me
And I know what it is
I'm ending this right now...

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