RAWR!!!!! ok im feeling better and i had a huge attitude ajustment!!! ^^
Please dont hate me because im sexy... I like to be loved strong.... lol sry but yeah im wierd... story of my life, you know what i realized...? i REALLY hate the word Phenominon.... i really hate it...i dont know why, i just do... but yeah so message me, i want to hear what you have to say!

Hi my diary is sadand empty because my life is sad and empty. Everyone thinks im just as happy as can be and i HATE IT!!!!!! im in therepy now so i guess its ok... i cut myself but my parents took away my razorblade and they monitor what items i have in my room they wont even let me use scissors alone... it sucks too i wanted to bottle some of my blood in a small jar and put it in my window sill *lol jk* but any way,my parents wont let me have anything sharp it sucks... one of my good friends is in love with me [Snakes on a Plane] and shes a REALLLLLLLLY good friend but i dont want to complicate our friendship by dating her because im only in highschool and highschool relationships NEVER last, so it sucks and i dont want to lose her. yup story of my life.............