Well it has been a long time sence I have written anything in this damn thing. Well where to start. Meghan and I have been split up for almost a year now and Unlike last time I am just going with it where ever the wind blows me where ever the waters of life may wash me to I am welcoming the adventure. And I don't thing i have any more to day.

So I have heard. No one is asking about me and where I went. I guess that sepurates my true friends from the people who said they were my friends. and as far as anyone including Meghan and my family are going to know I have entered another plain of exsistence. I will return one day. when that is only I know. I said once that I was going to dissapear from the world and that is what I have done. Try looking for me I welcome it. and if you find me then I wasn't trying hard enough. Trunkmonkey I would have expected more from you. Kimiko also with you. Now before anyone of you get angry at me for leaveing know this I am doing what I believe is right I am not running away from London and Meghan. I am doing this to keep him from having to wait even longer to see his daddy and meghan from the same but to see her love once again and maybe finally live without hassle. don't bother asking where I am or how I am doing I will not answer. With all the love in my heart I love you Meghan, and with all the life in my soul I love you my son London.