Again, do not feel obligated to read this. matter of fact, please just completely ignore this entire diary and me because my plan is to fade into nothing and completely rid the world of my miserable, pathetic and ignoramous existance and you completely ignoring this diary and myself will be one step closer in acheiving my lifelong goal.
my friend is a fucking retard and went and got herself pregnant oh so conveniently at the same time that a whole buttload of shit has been happening in my life so i'm just a little on the torqued off side. not only did she get pregnant, she conveniently forgot to mention it to me and i had to find out through a god damn website some several odd weeks after the fact. on top of that, i've had several wonderful revelations into my life that are just abso-bloody-lu
So, if you've made it this far, congrats. i'm done with my bitch session so feel free to note that hey, i'm not going to bother you again until i have another bitch session.
1. Have we kissed?
2. 2. Have we dated?:
3. Do you want to date me?:
4. Are we close friends?:
5. Would you be here if I needed you?:
6. Are you attracted to me?:
7. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
8. Do you love me?:
Would you...
9. Share Vanilla Ice cream with me?:
10. Spend a weekend with me alone?:
11. Sleep with me?:
12. Care if I ran away?:
13. Care if I died?:
What would you do if..
14. I kissed you?:
15. You found out I was missing?:
16. You found out I was in the hospital?:
17. You found out I liked u?:
18. I asked you for help?:
19. I told you I loved you?:
20. I told you I hated you?:
Have you ever...
21. Wanted to kiss me?:
22. Wanted to see me?:
23. Wanted to tell me something?:
24. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
25. Wanted to spend time alone with me?
26. Wanted to get to know me better?:
27. Thought about me?:
28. Missed me?:
29. Wanted me?:
30. Seen me?:
Have you ever wanted me to...
31. Kiss you?:
32. Hug you?:
33. Tell you I love you?:
Have i ever...
34. Made you happy?:
35. Made you sad?:
36. Made you angry?:
37. Made you feel better if you were upset?:
38. Made you feel special?:
39. Made you feel loved?:
If any wish to answer this, go ahead. I don't care. I'm just putting it in so i don't lose track of it.
i found a really funny clip i want to save so here it is.
http://youtube
He he...i wubbles it. it's all sorts of Final Fantasy games and Kingdom Hearts as well.
i'm nieve. I have come to that conclussion because of my mom....yippy for me....damn it.oh well, what's new? jeez it's been a while since i messaged. eh, oh well.
most straight men i know are infuriating, male chavinistic pigs with shit for brains! THEY DONT KNOW A THING EXCEPT THAT WHEN YOU DANGLE A NICE PIECE OF ASS IN THEIR FACE, THEIR GOING TO GO FUCKING BONKERS! damn.
oky, i vented. i'm good now.
i had an entry to put in here but i didnt bring it with me, silly me. anyway, ack, i cant write with these gloves! anyway, i'll but it up as soon as i get it found. to brigid, thanks for the message!*hugs*
my parents had an intervention last night. because i've skipped several days in school and my grades are less than ds, i'm in serious trouble. AHHHHHH!
screw the world at the moment. i'm pissed off at it.
To Whom This Note May Concern:
I'm sorry to say that i must leave my account alone for a rather long while. My parents have taken away my computer from me so i shall have to live computerless until the quarter is up. o_O a month or two without technology...A
Anyway, if you message me and don't get an answer in the next few monthes and are wondering why, if you read this you will know the reason. so long to all my friends, i love you to pieces. School peeps, i'll see you there.
Sincerely,
Shadow Foxx
hmm. not much to tell today. At moms and she got the new computer. its really awesome. i lUUUUUUv it sooooo much! yaaaay! anyway, hi Brigid and anyone else who comes to see this
BYE!
Willow Rain
hello. whats up? im soo happy! My granpa has cancer but his numbers are getting lower which means that he is getting better! yeeeeaaaaaaay! Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day!
SF