[ShadowMistress]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2005-08-07
Written: (6859 days ago)

You have just been DEATHWISHED. Tonight at midnight
your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at approx. 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. So get ready for the biggest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you will be cursed with relationship problems for the most important time of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes to carry on the chain..and spare yourself the emotional stress. Be careful, (b4 you forward COPY AND PASTE, DO NOT JUST CLICK FORWARD)

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Written about Tuesday 2004-10-19
Written: (7151 days ago)
Next in thread: 543013

I need to vent again.....

I am upset because my friend's mom thinks she has to play middle man every time him and I fight. It's like I have to be friends with him and his mom or its a no go. I am tired of feeling like she is in our friendship. I don't want to be friends with his mom. She is not the reason I continue to keep him in my life. He's fucked me over numerous times but I keep giving him a chance. SOMEONE SLAP ME!!!! I need to get him and his mother out of my life. I don't need a friend and a mother. I have my own mother. I just want a friend but I think him and his mother are still connected at the belly button or something. ggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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Written about Sunday 2004-08-22
Written: (7209 days ago)

I have decided I will marry [Eyes That Penetrate] one day. If she'll let me....shes the MOST beautiful person on this site plain and simple. She is a Goddess and I love her to bits!

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Written about Thursday 2004-08-19
Written: (7211 days ago)

Guys and Love and all that bullshit confuse the fuck right outta me. I give up, I lay down and surrender. I don't want to be in love anymore, it just confuses me too much. TJ is leaving me on the 26th. Tony is a complete angel. I lust after Johnny. At leats with Johnny its just lust and nothing will ever come from it. I dont know what I'm going to do when TJ leaves. When he is gone its like the better part of my world will be totally out of my life. I don't know how to talk to him and fix things...thats what I want to do is fix things. Make this awkward distance go away and put things back to normal. But then theres Tony...who I LOVE talking to. He just seems to totally understand me and completely care. He is always asking me how I am doing and is sincerely concerned with my feelings which is a big change. He is such a HABAAM guy. Christina is uber lucky and if him and Christina ever broke up I would cry for her, because that would be a BIG loss.


someone shoot me...end my pain

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Written about Wednesday 2004-08-18
Written: (7213 days ago)
Next in thread: 324267

I feel like dying...would that be okay with everyone?

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Written about Monday 2004-08-09
Written: (7222 days ago)

love hates me....surprise surprise.....I prolly had really bad karma in my last life or something.....

I want to find someone thats willing to sweep me off my feet everyday.....not literally because I'm chubby...but you know what I mean

and no, I did not say I was fat Ty, I said I was chubby, theres a difference..

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Written about Monday 2004-08-02
Written: (7229 days ago)

Okay. I have to vent for a few.

I cannot stand it how some people post pictures of cuts on their arms and what not. I know, sometimes you just have to do it to let all the pain out and blah blah blah. But to flaunt it in everyones face, its like they want everyon to know about it.

I will admit, I've been a "cutter" as we've been labeled, for YEARS. But I didn't do it so people would freakin look at me. I did it to release the pressure. I feel that people that do it and flaunt, do it for attention. So, if you're one of these people, don't talk to me. Unless I'm your stalker that is.....and theres only one person I stalk, so yeah...


Some people just pis- tick me off....

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Written about Thursday 2004-07-29
Written: (7233 days ago)

I just have to say that [Rainy~Day] is the most beautiful person I've seen on here..... 

hey, at least I'm honest!

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Written about Wednesday 2004-07-28
Written: (7234 days ago)

*confused* I hate feelings....

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Written about Monday 2004-07-26
Written: (7236 days ago)

Well, yey, I did something with my time today and joined this site. My bf is on here, x~xImpurity Pefectedx~x, I think. I may have gotten it wrong, but thats close enough. 

*Eja*

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