okay told my well emailed my bf about my fears of him going to america, and holy shit he is aint replied bk and i he aint been online today ahhhh so scared of what his reaction is to the email, and he is going in 3 days!!! am freaking out i know there wont be anything happening between them, am just being stupid aint i???? well he has cheated on me once...O FOR FUCKS SAKE GIRL HE WONT DO IT AGAIN!! WILL HE ??? AHHHHHHHHHH
Bye xx

o yea i got my first badge today lol, being waiting for all my life for that lol ...ah well even more happy now...thinking about luke...wish he wud come online now
well speak another time bye xxx