Woah a lot has happened in the past two years, first off i graduated. Kevin R and I had gotten into some sort of fight that I didnt know about and he stopped talking to me completely. Jodi also graduated a year after me and got married to some guy in Norway. Jerry and I broke up it was for the best, I am now with a man whom I love dearly and pretty much unconditionally named Ryan. We both live together in a house he goes to school and I work full time at a Don Pablos. I have a dog named Alice and He has a dog named mary jane (from spider man). I also have a bunch of chinchillas. The oldest and my favorite is Waylon I have had him since jerry and I have been together. I have recently injured my knee which has put me off work hopefully i can go back tomorrow.

I'll first start with a little back ground about myself and the friends that I have and how we met and blah blah blah. I'm currently 19 years old I went to Carman ainsworth high school in flint Michigan for two years before going to carman park baker career academy. There probably changed my life for better and worse I met some new friends Jodi Warren she is a nerdy quite girl who is bisexual and once you get to know her she can be a very out spoken person yet very loving and caring. I also met Kevin Reyes there and also Danny Reyes no relation between them btw. Kevin is a very smart person but you could not tell just by looking at him. He likes metal and is a drummer. And Danny is not the brightest crayon in the box but is attractive and funny tall and skinny I had known him from my other school so we kinda stuck together almost so much that people thought that we were dating at times. But we never were. I have had a job at Hollywood diner for three years now been there since we opened. My boss is a complete ass hole. I am at work constantly sometimes I won't gt a day off for months. Let me tell you about my best friend her name is Melissa Doyle we ve been friends for about 15 years now and she is only 16 so were very close though we don't talk as much as we used to. I have just moved away from my parents house and I live with my boyfriend. His name is Jerry he's an alcoholic he doesn't have a job he cuts himself from time to time and has hit me in the past. I also live with two other people. Andy( workman) and David( gunn). They are both in a band together called King.

I think that I'm going to start a diary here. Just for me really people can read if they want. It'll probably talk about thing no one really knows about but me. I'll try to explain a little for those who like to read about other peoples lives. Here we go

Lookit that Bucket..
You know what's better than that bucket?
A bigger bucket..
And you know what's better than a bigger bucket?
a big bucket filled with water..
You know what's better than a bucket filled with water?
A big bucket filled with milk..
You know what's better than a big bucket filled with milk?
A cow..
You know what's better than a cow?
A hamburger..
You know what's better than a hamburger?
Carls Jr..
You know what's better than Carls Jr?
Carl..
You know what's better than Carl?
Carl's Mom..
You know what's better than Carl's Mom?
Nothing..

If you only knew how I felt,
Your heart would probably melt,
So much goes on in this little mind
To the bottom you could not find.

If you only knew how I feel,
When I see you in the halls,
I think about you all day long,
Words can't express the way I feel,
Maybe this is the real deal.

If you only knew,
The feeling I get while kissing you,
If you only knew.

How can so much happiness come from a single soul?
I know that in his arms I'll never be alone.
If you only knew then maybe you'd love me to.

Halloween Night
On Halloween night I herd a scream,
Then I fell and knoked over the make up cream
I ran up stairs and locked the door then I fell and hit the floor.
When I opend the door I started to float.
When I fell on the floor I had a coat.
I ran down stairs to go on the porch.
When I looked up I saw a lit torch .
I looked at the post and at my surprise i saw a gost.
I went in side and and herd the phone.
When i said hello the lights went off and I was all alone

What is love?
But a fallen star, I dare not grasp...
for fear it may quickly burn.
But the coolest breeze, I dare not call...
for fear it may slightly turn.

What is Love?
But a single rose, I dare not touch...
for fear it may make me bleed.
But a hungered soul, I dare not show...
for fear it may want to feed.

What is love?
But a question I put to you, I dare not ask...
for fear that you will not see
How much I loved but dare not tell...
for fear you do not love me