holy shitz i'm so freakin scared right now at work on saturday there was this mexican there and he was like checkin me out with all of his homies and then he came and started talking to me in spanish and this guy looked hella old and I just kinda walked away then he friends came and cornered me in the hall but the bathrooms and were all like my homie likes you and thinks ur hott and stuff like that, he was not hott at all. but I can diffently say that his homies were soooo fine I cant even believe. but anywayz he followed me home and then followed me out to my grandma's it was scary. his friends told me that he was 37. shit that's old enough to be my father waaaaaaaaaa

ok ppl here is the deal waaaaaa i hate myself I wanna go to bed and I hate my ex he's an assss and I duno what to dooo wannna and my new bf who I have been dating for a week asked me to marry him

ok peeps heres the deal I wont be on for like 2 weeks or so becuase of christmas break ahhh help my mother over did christmas and I am hatin it right now * runs far away* but anyway just to catch ya up lets see I like landon this guy at my school. and I am soo over justin I hate it though I think that I still love him i am not sure so many things have I gone through with him it doesnt even seem like it though I will always love the one who could never love me back and that would be him. I would give the world for him and I would do anything to get him back

walking out of the fire and here's what i see my ex and some chick kissing under a tree. the love of my life, my heart and soul has broken my heart in just 3 moves. what to do what to say. I broke up with him that day. though it was a mutial descision. I didnt want to break up with him and he never loved me. and I duno what to do. I duno what to think and to live with out him. I wish that there was someone that could love me no matter what was going on. I want to be loved by someone that I could love back and give my heart to that wouldnt break it intentially

shit this sucks I have spent another day goofing off in school and got marked absent. geese my mother is going to kill me worth a thousand deaths and I dont wanna face her.
and then the love of my life Justin said to me last night that he might not love me any more as he once did and I dont know what to do, I cant go on with out him, and trust me I know I was a wreck without him waaaa I duno what to do....