I was looking in my box of letters and found a poem a friend had written two years ago. Here it is... i totally forgot about it.

  Forever Love
I loved you once
but you did not
I loved you twice but i forgot
you never loved me
you never will
but even so
I love you still
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that its true
let me be your forever
and forever i will be
... me and you!
       -anon

IT dwells inside,
turning my heart
into ice.
There its sits,
forever more
suffocating
until my last breath.
It feeds off lonelyness and sadness
creating one more layer
of freezing darkness.
Alone i wait for a candel,
The light to show me my escape
from this pain-staking world
that for now
i call home!