I guess nothign ever really is forgoten or changes for good. I cryed laughing my ass off today? I waz staring at one of my hot furries. Beautyfull and ever thign a guy could want! Close but not quite. Atthe time I X poped into my mine. Even though furries are really sexy look she beats all. So I load you her ET Hose and relized her mood name waz set as (I'll be bakc on to night) or somthign like that. So browsing my brain I tought would it be nice if she sent me a msg(did it happen?? No not chance. instead I liek u knwo what would be better? If she log onto msn? well did that happen? Dam right it did... Funny how that work. A imge of a furrie remineds me of her beauty then wish she would come online to talk.. ( I ask and they deliver) sigh.. If that wazs going good allrdy they deliver me a nice rare stake too.... ahhh what a night allrdy

just for a off-core it be nice to see Kathleen show up on et tonight.......

Ya know. sometimes I wish I wouldn't happen... Someone msg u saying I'll be some were and u know how its going to turn out... Wouldn;t turn out bad. u know if u go there it will be a romantic time... but you now it it will attack u and rip u apart. But you still end up going. you would like war is a flight u wouldn;t have to expreence but whats more worse then haivng to flight and kill some one is a war well u fight and end up killing your self .. Inside and out. A war that your fighting for some one... were ever one round u seems to be out to stop u at all cost... I not here to tel u about a war though.. I here to tell u about some one thats worth fighting. Even if you end up ripping your self apart over...

"sitting in a nice big chair.. running my iger arrose her cheeks and lips. The way she tured your face to look at me...looking into her eyes deep with in her soul. NO a peep of sound. You know its ture love .. your can feel like.. you can;t stop it ether even if u wanted to. but a wolf knows a wolf and is the finest wolf on earth... I know becuz well I still alive and she didn't kill me.. she couldn;t even if she wanted to ....Still it hurt. it attacks the heart becuz seh keeps telling me she has some one eles has won her heart but she still contiunes to lead u in... I know becuz she coudl have she gives out signes.... its in her eyes there eyes are the mose buetytful eyes ever...I rested my head bside her .. in the silent room you coudl her a heart beat... I want to cry soem time ..I want to jsut get up and leave> I feel normal aroudn her but feel quilty at the same time.. I wonder why I do this to my self.. May be she wants me to... may be I have to show soemthing what I don't know all I know is that when aorund her I can feel love allround me and nothing eles matter expectm e and her... My beautful white wolf.......

Cutting Crew - I Just Died In Your Arms

Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said,
I just died in your arms tonight
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight

I keep looking for something I can't get
Broken hearts lie all around me,
and I don't see an easy way out of this
Her diary, it sits on the bedside table
The curtains are closed, the cat's in the cradle
Who would've thought that a boy like me could come to this.

Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said,
I just died in your arms tonight
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been some kind of kiss
I should've walked away, I should've walked away.

Is there any just cause for feeling like this
On the surface I'm a name on a list
I try to be discreet, but then blow it again.
I've lost and found, it's my final mistake.
She's loving by proxy, no give and all take
'Cause I've been thrilled to fantasy one too many times.

Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said,
I just died in your arms tonight
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something to Cheers,
I should've walked away, I should've walked away.

It was a long hot night
She made it easy, she made it feel right
But now it's over, the moment is gone
I followed my hands, not my head,
I know I was wrong.

I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said,
I just died in your arms tonight

I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been some kind of kiss
I should've walked away, I should've walked away.
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[I keep looking for something I can't get
Broken hearts lie all around me,
and I don't see an easy way out of this]
Her diary, it sits on the bedside table
The curtains are closed, the cat's in the cradle
Who would've thought that a boy like me could come to this.

yes if your know te song or read the lryrics its merris me soo much [I keep looking for something I can't get; Broken hearts lie all around me, and I don't see an easy way out of this] this is one major part of the song that only few will understand that know me.

and if u didnt' really read soem of my pics in my wiki here one I wish to share

Worth posting msg of what peopel think of my house

[Rowan Gabrielle Alexandria]
Hot Pics.
refuring to my furries

[The Gray Knight]

 
Man, you and I have WAY too much in common. One of my guardian spirits is a wolf. Can't talk more now but I will later.
Peace.
Silverfox

[confused? Always.]
Hey, I love your "porn" pictures! They've made my day. E x

More to come as I reback trake on my mgs.

[Darg.]
Hey, I wanted to say thet I LOVE your home page... I love every thing about it...Every little detail...Since early childhood iv luved wulves so =)...Just wanted to let you know and say hey...

(P.S. I tryed to downlode that wolf game, but it didnt work out for some reson... any clue why? or maby how I could fix it and download it?)

to that notice I fixed the download problem

<It Starts>

"I am yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow, and I have the power to be born a second time. I am the divine hidden Soul who created the gods and gives sepulchral meals to the denizens of the deep, the place of the dead, and heaven....Hail, lord of the shrine that stands in the center of the earth. He is I, and I am he!"

"I Pray on the Helpless, Challange the Cunning, and runs from the Mental."


"It is easier to stab someone in the back than it is to look them in the eyes."


"I am not driven by haterd. I am not driven by fear. I am not driven by desire, duty, or any rationale. I can no longer feel any of these. All that remains is Retribution; Cold and hard and final...."


I left these notes on my bed side table. That night thy stars were out, it's cold and thunder filled the air. The clouds twisted and turn as it it consumed the entire sky. It was that night I decided to make my move. Not to stay around waitting for her to show up. They say the hardest thing in life it to take that first step forword. So here I em taking that first step. To fined it now or forever to see it gone, lost were not even light can be found. Its a quest to save one self and yet to save someone eles. So it starts with this step.........



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QOUTE
[This is the wolf paw of loyalty, love and friendship. I am a wolf soul and only my closest and most loved and treasured friends are given this. This also means I would give my own life to save yours.]