have you ever one day realized your life is meaningless?...well it happened to me.....i feel like a waist....yeah i have my sisters and people who care but whats the point of haveing those people when they dont call you for months and you just rot away.....yeah it sucks and i cant do shit about it!.....sometimes i just feel like leaving it all behind....i want to give up so damn bad...i dont feel like me anymore...i dont sleep and i dont eat....im a zombie...i dont laugh as i once did....i do smile just as a cover to help the ones that are there see im ok...but its all for show...i wonder how long i will go till i finally break...