[alequia]'s diary

184872  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-04-03
Written: (7538 days ago)

Escaping From Hell

I'm tired of proving myself to you
Who I am, you have no clue
All my life i was just like this
Lying to myself and protending shit

Everything I do now pissed you off
Every wrong thing I've done, you've caught
You want me to talk to you, here I am
I'm not turning into your fucking angel again!

I don't give a fuck about what you expect from me
Cuz' you're not a god damned part of me
You think you know everything
But you don't know anything about me

I'm pushing away from your laws
From your constantly yelling jaws
I'm busting out of this jail
Fuck you and go to Hell!!!!!!

181015  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-03-30
Written: (7543 days ago)

Consider the Angels

Hating this life
I make myself numb
Hurting my family
By consuming more drugs

I think of no one
Save for myself
Never before
Considering the angels

People in my life
Trying to save me from pain
Are easily ignored
And then I runaway

You stepped in my path
From you I find no escape
Helping me to laugh
You ease my pain

I thank you
For making me see
That the real angels
Rest deep inside of me

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