today has been one of those days. i am home alone and all I have been doing is thinking. One should not think to them selves it is not a safe thing to do. I go over and over things that have happened and things that I know are going to happen. I don't like them but you know I have to deal with them. I am free,single and able to do as I please but for some reason when i go to do it some one objects to it and makes a comment and I don't do it. It's like why not do it when I don't say nothing to them about what they do but I am always in the wrong. What should i do? I am so confused with life I don't know what to do.