Here I am again, dad
Crying all alone, dad
Your too drunk to notice, dad
You know I love you, dad
So you make it your excuse, dad
You settle for less, dad
Expecting for me to do the same, dad
I know you, dad
Your hurting deep inside, dad
So let me help you, dad
Help you settle into your seat, dad
Here, dad
take another drink, dad
even though it wont help you, dad
*if you know me, you know this*
[P.O.E.M.S + S.O.N.G.S]
[I wanted to be everything you wanted
and I wanted to see everything inside of you
I wanted to hold you with everything I have
I wanted you to be everything you wanted to be
Cuz I'm an angel without a halo
I'm a lost soul without a cause
I'm searching for something I may never have
I'm standing in frount of a boy that never loved me back
hopelessly withing, and I wanted to look at you
look at your sweet smile, but the look on your face
said that you wanted something defferent,
but that's just something that I can't give you..
Cuz I'm an angel without a halo
I'm a lost soul without a cause
I'm searching for something I may never have
I'm standing if frount of a boy that never loved me back
I wanted, yeah I wanted you...
I needed, oh baby I needed you
I loved, baby I loved you...
I saw something in you... but I think its gone
Cuz I'm an angel without a halo
I'm a lost soul without a cause
I'm searching for something I may never have
I'm standing in frount of a boy that never loved me back
your taking over, taking over....]
He crossed his heart and hoped to die,
she looks like an angel in his deamon
eyes. She made a promise she couldn't keep,
her silver skin, with the cuts so deep.
An hour in time, the train tracks suddenly
stoped on a dime. He promised her the
world, he told he she would be his
only girl.
The times a line that goes through
the stars, he said he'd put them in her
eyes. She never sparkled the way she
did that night. He caressed her skin, held
her over the night.
That girls not as stong as she
thinks. He takes her wrist in her handsm
throwns her down, and insists he loves
her. The tears down, and insists he doesn't
care, he says she's got to learn.
She tries to pick herself up, but its
so hard. He yells at her to go, she trips and
stumbles until she reaches the phone. 'Mom.'
she says 'I'm okay, please, just come pick me
up' She gets home, and washes the dirt off,
they sting just a little.
He calls her the next day, he
told her he lost his head, he was so
sorry. 'Please' he said 'take me back'
She hung up the phone, she knew it
would be a hard night.
[The Key to my heart
There's a hole that lay deep inside
a burning wall that I cannot hide.
A darken mist splashed upon his face
takes me away to that magical place.
A blury passion of love and hate
that blows away within my fate.
Theres a time and place for everything
but now I can't think about leaving...
I can't stand living without knowing was it real or was it fake?
I leave my heart open, out for you to take...
a bruing battle deep inside
and thoughts I can't bare to hide.
I don't understand
you hold the key in your hand,
to open me up and no longer hide
within the dark walls of my mind.
You have the key
that'll set me free
are fate relies in your destany.]
~~ I don't know~~
It's funny how I'm just a girl, that has so many things going on, I don't know
if I'm coming or going. When I'm leaving, when staying. I just don't don't
know.
I don't know when this fight will end. And I don't know why I must sit here
and cry. And I don't how to let you in, how to breath, how to speak, when
I'm around you.
I feels like I'm naked, when I'm sitting in frount of you, because you just
know me so well, and I don't know how to take that. It's just like you know
me better than I knowmyself. And that scares me, oh it scares me. Thinking
that you might just leave me inthe cold, all night long...
I don't know when this fight will end. And I don't know why I must sit here
and cry. And I don't know how to let you in, how to breath, how to speak
when I'm around you.
I'm so scared to tell you because I'm reading these words from a journal,
that I had once forgot. And It's like you know the words before they come out
of my mouth.Baby don't you know, I'm not pretending anymore.
I don't know when this fight will end. And I don't know why I must sit here
and cry.And I don't know how to let you in, how to breath, how to speak
when I'm around you.
~More to come soon... I've got to find them~
new song that I wrote... hope that you like it...
What makes you think that I don't love you?
Break my heart and slit my wrists, this will be the last time that I give in. You think that it's so easy, just so easy to be the girl that has lost everything, enluding her will to live. The lies, the lies, they break me, break the heart that crys for you, and longs for you to help her thru, this pain, this pain. So set the fire ablaze, and shut the door, it's going to be a long night...
So make your move, and make it quick, Im not here for long, and I can't wait forever. Love me now, and dream of tommrow, I swear I'm not sad, please baby, do I look sad? Do I look like the girl that you can run back to whenever you want? Cuz if I do, baby I'm changing my clothes, and I'm chaning myself. Everyone expects me to, one way or another, so why don't I just give in?
Everything just rools right by me, it's so easy to just look away, cuz it hurts too much to keep a quick eye. It's so hard for me to stand here, and look at you looking at me. I know that you see right me, I know that you do. I know that night wasn't just something that happened. It was something special, and you know it. Last night wasn't for nothing.
So make your move, and make it quick, Im not here for long, and I can't wait forever. Love me now, and dream of tommrow, I swear I'm not sad, please baby do I look sad? Do I look like the girl that you can run back to whenever you want? Cuz if I do, baby I'm changing my clothes, and I'm changing myself. Everyone expects me to, one way or another, so why don't I just give in?
Slit my writs, Slit my writs... Make me bleed, make me bleed... I just wanna feel...
So make your move, and make it quick, Im not here for long, and I can't wait forever. Love me now, and dream of tommrow, I swear I'm not sad, please baby do I look sad? Do I look like the girl that you can run back to whenever you want? Cuz if I do, baby I'm changing my clothes, and I'm changing myself. Everyone expects me to, one way or another, so why don't I just give in?
I just wanna feel...
im stting here on a cloud,
and im dreaming of my happy place
and then someone walks right up to me
and pushes me off
Hey guys, things have finally been going good for me latley, im just hoping that things don't come crashing down, into a pit of hell, and then im screwed if they do. I'm hoping to meet more people, and kepp representing pink ice
love always,
Branna