man i'm depressed agian, i don't think i was ever cured from it. i've been depreesed for a almost 2 years now. i don't want to be, it just is! and my dad won't let me go on anti depressants, so him and my step mom are forcing me to all these other things that i just don't want todo. and i can't say anything or i'll get in trouble. god it sucks. i feel so hopeless.

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so im at dutschke's house... just chillin'.

i haven't seen dutschke in like 8 months *irish accent*

both: peace out!

P.s. do a search on "dutschke"

contest is next friday!! i'm so nervous!! I GET TO SEE WITHER A DRIFT tonight!! i'm so excited!!!

eeekkk...mark likes me!! hehe! man hes so cute!!! SSfreakin Sary told him that i liked him. well i guess it workeed out. man tomorrow i have to get my tonsels takin out, and tubes put in, and my adnoids takin out too!!! i'll have a new head!