So, i figure that i now know how to use this, if only somewhat. my life is coming into it's own, i'm finally figuring out who i am, and who i want to impress and who i don't. i know that my sis Amanda is one that i want on my side, she's wicked cool. i might want to forgive Gramps Bob (mom's "birth" dad) for being the ass he is b/c he wants to help get me a truck. so there, bob, sorry for being a bitch everytime i saw you. not completely sarcastic. i want to forgive my parents for not supporting me nearly whatsoever and not being dependable, but i'm a big girl, i can handle it (like when i ask mom for a ride to work at noon and she says she can't b/c she's tired and in her pjs so i walk the mile and 1/2), but it's hard. the only person you can depend on truly is yourself, don't take your parent's love and support for granted. i swear, i'm going to sue for custody of my little sis' when i'm 18 if rents don't get a divorce. I'm hanging out with scary people that do drugs, and two of them like me (both guys, thank god), but i told them that i wouldn't go wit them cause they smoke & do drugs. that sucks hard, but wtev. it's their decision, and a bad one. Amanda and Kate make my life a little better, considering they get me out of that hellhole nicknamed "home" by taking me to their house or into town. they support me and love me, and i love them too.