i dont c the point any more i dont see the point in trying i try 2 tell this gut i love him and he throws it bk in my face yer prehaps i sudnt hve tld him cuz he is my ex and we hve broke up but i cant help how i feel i thought i would be over him by know but no im stuck with this feeling of endless love i cant help why o why is there something rong wif me?

today i got up at 8.15 and had 2 hurry up n get changed cuz my bf (gaz) was calling 4 me so i cud walk him down to work then went bk home 2 bed i got woke up at 11 by my boyfriend cuz he wanted 2 c me, then i had 2 walk him bk work again!!! but i dint mind more tym i get 2 spend wif him the better then i nearly started cryin cuz i int gonna c him 4 like 2 weeks cuz he goin mexico but he sez he will phone or txt me evryday n will miss me lots so hey, im so bored atm tho i gotta met him 4 like 10 mins l8a b4 he goes so i decided 2 traps 2 my mums house with the sicky baby n the pervy bf o how fun my life is (notice the sarcasum!)