Today was a very hard day for me and my family....We had to bury a life-long friend....My mothers best friend's son died last Thursday due to a motorcycle crash...It's so hard to think that this man that I have known since the day I was born is gone...28 years old married with 2 kids,1 of the children, his daugther only 9 weeks old....I encourage everyone that reads this to please not take life for granted...it can be gone in the blink of an eye......anyone who wishes to express sympathy for the Godwin family can go to www.matthewgodwin.com they need all of the support they can get in this trying time even if it is from strangers..  :(

my life is becoming a very good show idea for Jerry Springer uggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh

I got to figure out all the details of when I'm going to go to Texas.... I get to stay for a whole week YAAAAAAHH...... I miss him so much

out with the old and in with the new...yipppppeeee....Time for new things and experiences in my life....can't wait..iI get to go to Texas next month...never been on a plane or out west anywhere so I'm really, really excited + I get to see the new............=9

And the boobs continue to grow as does my ass and stomach......guess it's about time to start redirecting it to the right places....damnit I aint never had to exercise before.......but with the new added baggage guess it's about time to start

Still gaining weight.....lol...most people can't get rid of it and here I am........tries hard to gain weight with no success......I hate it.........For some strange reason though I've gain about 7 or 8 lbs.......also finding that with weight gain alotta other things start getting bigger :o).....and since I was not one of the lucky to get blessed with eye-popping cleavage......... I AM TRUELY ENJOYING IT!!!!!!!! Yeah boobies.....

it's been a week almost since I last wrote......doesn't seem like it though......I ate so much today that it hurts.........so bad....lol....but I've managed to gain 3 lbs so that's a really good thing...........I haven't been this uncomforatable since I was 9 months preg..........ugggghhhhhh
*wishes Plex a speedy recovery*

Life is good...........no kids for the weekend.......thank god that is just the break I need..............Dalllas had the nerve to show up here at bam's.......thankfully I wasn't here....What an ass.........never knew I could go from loving to hating so quick but that's ok he burned all of his bridges so XP

I slept all day today....damn it to hell......hate when I do that......well I guess I'll be staying with Bam for a few since me and the thief broke up.....GOOD RIDDENCE......better off I have a feeling that I have a lot of good things in my future bow that he's gone.

REminds me of Kelly Clarkson's song "since you've been gone"

lord help me.....on the 3rd day.........learned a new lesson last night................don't leave your drugs with anyone......even your boyfriend

HMMMMMM...2nd day in a row at Pris's house and on ET

Today started off really shitty...wanted to take my daughter to the beach but couldn't because of the wind and high tides, ruff currents..so forth......Then tried to go to the state park to swim....of course u can no longer swim there.wasn't worth the $4 entrence fee......ended up going to pris's house.....made my day.......we sat aroound looking at pics of us when we were younger and of our kids when they were babies..........then we read many of her journals that she kept all threw highschool......VERY INTERESTING......I had never seen many of them........so funny to see the way we were then.........best part of the whole day.......She always has a way of brightening up my day....love ya girl