so i have had one of those days were it is like omg.. i cant stop thinking about it, he is just so awesome and he i so hot his name is james and i love seeing and talking to him and not seeing him right now makes me miss him even more, he is turely a great person and he wants to be with me and i really want to be with him because he is the right one for me and he is perfect and he is just so great. I think i might love him.. but now i dont know what to do because were not together but he told me he loved me and i didnt say anything back i just said i had to go home and i would talk to him later and i look back at him when i was leaving and he look like he was going to cry and i never thought i would see him cry before so i got out of there fast and that was 2 days ago and i havent talked or seen him since i am so scared..

Well me an Danny are over. That lasted long ya right. But i am so bored. i cant believe i broke up woth him i know he was cheating on me but i didnt want to believe it so at first i didnt but then i asked him and he said he was and that he doesnt have a ring on his finger and he could do what ever he want so i had to brake that off. but i realy thought he cared about me he said he did but he went off and did that how could he. this is so gay but whatever i'm over that. off that subject. it is going to rain here so yeah i dont know what else to write today. but i think i need to get off of the computer kkk bye love ya who read this.
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      laura xoxo

I really don't know what happen like me and Joey had been    off and on for 3 years and i said i had plans one time and that i could hang out with him and he broke up with me i cried for 2 days i dont know what to do know i need some ones help with this i am so upset. i dont know where to turn at this   end road its like every thing i had is gone and has burned down and theres now where to turn my friends that were his friends to dont even talk to me anymore and it is really bad brcause he has turned every one away from me and it like no one talks to me anymore but my famoly it like i did some thing wrong but i didnt i just said i had plans one damn time and he wont listen to what i have to say. One night i werent to his house climb up the ponch and tried to get him to talk to me but he wont and it really hurts really bad i really need some one to talk to. I dont know what i am living for if he isnt with me and it is like i should be   and not here for everyone to be happy.

i am so tired there is nothing to do my mom said i have to stay home so i cant go see joey and that sucks i wish someone would talk to me any one even a freak i dont care.

i am so happy me and joey are together we are going to hang out if you get what i mean next week if you don't know what i mean then ask me kk

i am so bored. just got done playing runescape that game is so freakenawesome.

I am so bored there is nothing to do here. I don't know what to do. there is nothing to do. i want to go to sleep but i will dream about him and i don't want to now i don't want to think about him but i can't stop.

man i am so happy. but i don't know what is going on with me and joey i think he might ask me to be his gfbut i am not for sure. but we are like to different people he is an emo and i am not a prep but i am kind of like one. i don't know he tells me that we are great for each other and it doesn't matter what type of people we are but all i have to say is i like him =========================================
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i am so going for joey

i am so happy he is the most awesomest guy in this world know one is better than him he is so freaken great.

i am listening to the most awesomest song and there is this guy that i like his name is joey and i don't know what to do about this and i don't know if i should take my chances and go for him or what. this is killing me.HELP!!!!!!!!!

bored and tired and can't wait tell i go on my trip yes!!!!!!!

yes someone wants to talk to me and it has been like forever since we talked

wow i don't know what to do theres this guy and he is so awesome. I really like him i think he might like me to but i am scared that he doesn't it seems like he does..

Yeah while i went to the movies with paul and all he want to do is have swex with me and i wouldn't so i got out of the car and called one of my friends to come and get me it really hurt that he would do that to me.:(

so bored wish i had some one to talk to. but know one is on