it is the 19th of august and i'm not sure what to do any more. People on hear are bordsome and i only want to have somone is it not so much to ask. I lost a family once and am lousing another. I have fans left to confort me but it helps but not the broken heart of a thouand petty souls could not heal this petty old heart, I relize now it is all love and lost you are ment to love and lost but for some thay hate the feeling if you knew who i was then you would thank i was use to it but i'm not. My heart stille loves the one i feel in love with a long time ago and i know he could never love me again