we are worried about dave hes been screwed over so many times and lied to hopely hes happy now no one will hurt him again broken wings can go get fucked by her daddy some more that lieing slut

I am: his
I have: his love
I wish: that people would stop judging me by looks
I hate: my eyes
I miss: him
I fear: losing him
I hear: people
I search: for a reason
I wonder: what i did so wrong
I regret: being born
I love: to be with him
I always: sit alone
I am NOT: important
I cry: never
I write: about what i'm feeling
I hurt: everyone
I want: to be with him forever
I hope: she's happy know.
I feel alone: all the time
I waste: my time trying to be accepted
I talk: to those who will listen
I break: my heart
I watch: others go out in their happy lives
I remember: horrible things
I forget: everything
I sleep with: my tears around my face
I hide: my heart, my soul, my mind from all.
I drive: people mad
I burn: everything
I breathe: only to sigh in sadness
I feel: pain and heart break
I know: not to trust
I dream: about death
I await:for some one to hear me.
I live: for no one.
I die: when its time.. ^_^

I am: no one
I have: a broken heart
I wish: that people would stop judging me by looks
I hate: my life
I miss: cutting
I fear: losing him
I hear: people
I search: for a reason
I wonder: what i did so wrong
I regret: being born
I love: to be with him
I always: sit alone
I am NOT: important
I cry: never
I write: about what i'm feeling
I hurt: myself
I want: to die
I hope: she's happy know.
I feel alone: all the time
I waste: my time trying to be accepted
I talk: to those who will listen
I break: my heart
I watch: others go out in their happy lives
I remember: horrible things
I forget: everything
I sleep with: my tears around my face
I hide: my heart, my soul, my mind from all.
I drive: people mad
I burn: everything
I breathe: only to sigh in sadness
I feel: pain and heart break
I know: not to trust
I dream: about death
I await:for some one to hear me.
I live: for no one.
I die: because i cant take this anymore

this sucks. no one will ever see me for who i am... i dont know what else i could possibly do... to everyone, i'm a little kid that no one ever sees... well who cares? i am just no one to everyone..

how do you get that lonley? how do you hurt that bad? to make you make the call, that having no life at all, is better then the life that you had. how to you feel so empty you wanna let it all go? how do you get that lonley, and no body know?

this will contain some bad language. If you dont like or tolerate that, then dont read this.



why did you have to go?
why did you think this would'nt hurt?
what the hell where you thinking?
that i'd just brush it off
 and not give a damn??
well fuck you. i know you dont care
you said you loved me and you lied..
dont deny it.. you know that its true
i have no need for you
i've moved on. why dont you?
so just stop all this, we can be friends
nothing more nothing less
just chill, things'll work out..
so stop this fucking nonesense
its just bull shit,
so just move on..
life will continue.

happy thoughts happy thought.. running through a field of time, the sun is shining the earth is moving, nothing in your way, keep strong and happy for you are the one to keep the world in its happy time..


hehe wrote this to make some one laugh.. you like it?? tell me.

i died a thousand deaths for you..
and you left me for her
i cried a million tears for you
and you thought this wouldnt hurt
i loved you more then you knew
and still you loved her..
why???
cant you just stab me and put me out of my misery of not knowing if you are alive???

the world is really hard to bear.... somtimes i dont think i can..... but i'm trying... although its really hard, to live, i'm trying to be happy with, life, me, and how i am.... there is nothing i can change... so...i'm trying... bear with me.. OK??? this is about as easy as moving a parked car with bare hands...

i've thought about death.. then i thought about life..
i could kill myself and no one would care..
 but i'm wrong..
people love me...
people care..
although i dont see it...
they love me.. thats all i need to remind myself
of..
i'm cared for...
i'm loved...
i may never see it
but all others know it

yes i know the muffin man he lives on dreary lane...

how can this happen to me i made my mistakes got nowhere to run the night goes on as i'm fadin away i'm sick of this life i just wanna scream! how can this happen to me?

hello. this is my first day.... this place is really different.....