Alrighty then. I am now officially sitting here waiting for Friday night to begin. I'm enjoy the mindlessness of passing time doing, well, nothing. Once school starts again, I will have no time for such idle pleasures. There is no depth to me at this moment, just sweet and simple nothingness. For nothing, it is quite grand. But after all, it is the nothing that holds the something, now isn't it. Uh huh..you guys think about that for awhile :P

I will be playing poker tonight (poker?, you brought her, you poke her!...snort) with several of my guy friends. Well, who am I kidding, all my friends are guys. I'm just not a girly-girl and I like it that way. I've always had slight angst for the expectations of what a woman should be. I would rather draw on the side-walk than put on make-up. I would rather write a poem than draw little hearts over my i's. I don't think beauty is a size 2, beauty is in the size of your soul. I'd rather wear converse than heels, I'd rather play poker than watch soap operas, and I can open the door for myself thank you very much.

Wow...I'm not bitter...lol. I just am who I am. 

 So, this is the beginning, then. As I sit here listening to Coheed and Cambria, I wonder what exactly it is that I am to write in a public diary. Well, being that 99% of the time I am blatantly honest, I suppose I can write any thing I please. So, if you are into abstract ramblings, questioning the norm, and brainstorming solutions to the ever growing problems in the world, then you are looking in the right diary. 
But not today....mwhahahah