A broken heart, A shattered life,
I feel the pain, overcome by strife.
The anger rages, the lies are true,
I stop again...to think of you.
It's all slowing down...I'm feeling weak,
But still the pain seems to seep.
It flows like a river with now end,
I wish, if only time could mend.
I look at you, and force a smile,
I'll be alright, at least for a while.
The pain flows back, hard and fast,
Why can't my happiness last?
I'm good at pretending to be okay,
And I really was, until you went away.
Then I began to feel the pain,
That was all I seemed to gain.
I never want to feel like this.
I want to go back to the memories of bliss.
You left without a word and it tore me apart,
And with you, went a piece of my heart.
I'm found in a world of perfect sorrow,
Where here, we don't hope for tomorrow.
I've begun to lose my faith,
I think I've taken all I can take.
You took everything I held so dear,
And slowly, turned my trust into fear.
I know this is but an evil wish,
But for longer, I can't handle this.
I hope that strife controls your mind,
And pain, is what I hope you find.
Hmm..well I guess I'll just try this thing out..Another journal to add to my list of oh so many. I hope everybody has a nice day:)