Life often throws everyone a curveball and cause some form of excitement, adventure, loss and sorrow. Somehow we all seem to bounce back and make the best of everything. In the every glowing brightness that shine downs on us and we feel a sence of acomplishment, and self fullness; a black and lumious cloud will somehow emerge to shatter our confedence and self worth. In your dark and often weakest hours something pulls you back and gives you a ray of hope. We can choose to either make the best out of it or let it get the best of us. Some choose to make the best out of the situation and begin to move forward and take the first steps towards healing. Others choose to let it get the best of them and grasp ahold of nothing but negative feelings towards themself. Often making the healing process take longer. Why do some hold on to the past and forego a bright and shiny future? Why do some seem to skip through life like nothing ever happened? Why is life so complex? It just is and if it was not it would be boring! You can always hold on to the fond memories that were once shared. Share them with others. You can hold on to the things that make you fear. Just do not let the things you fear take ahold of you.
THREE DAYS GRACE LYRICS
"Pain"
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
I suppose I should write something new in here. I am very happy with my new life in Seattle, however I am sad that I had to leave behind all my family and friends back in Waco,Tx. I miss them all so very much. I wish every last one of them would move out to the west coast. For the first time in my crazy twisted upside down life, I have found a place to finally call home. I know longer have to live with the ridicule of being different and dressing the way I do. People accept me for who I am instead of how I dress or look. If only eveyone back home could see me now. They would understand why I love Seattle so much. I am more confident as a person and my self esteem is much higher than it ever has been. I have confidence in me something I never had back home. It took moving 2200 miles away from home to build all of that up. Why is that? I often ponder that question. Never really dwelling on it.
I want everyone to know its ok to explore the world around you and never be afraid to take chances. If there is a dream and you can invision yourself doing something but believe you can never achieve that dream think again. You can achieve anything if you put your mind to it. Well I guess that is all for now.
TTFN!
Pixie
Cherry Poppin Daddies
Zoot Suit Riot Lyrics
Who's that whisperin' in the trees?
It's two sailors and they're on leave
Pipes and chains and swingin' hands
Who's your daddy? Yes I am
Fat cat came to play
Now he can't run fast enough
You'd best stay away
When the pushers come to shove
Zoot suit riot
throw back a bottle of beer
Zoot suit riot
Pull a comb through your coal black hair
Zoot suit riot
throw back a bottle of beer
Zoot suit riot
Pull a comb through your coal black hair
Blow Daddy!
A whipped up jitterbuggin' brown eyed man
A stray cat frontin' up an eight-piece band
Cut me Sammy and you'll understand
In my veins hot music ran
You got me in a sway
and I want to swing you done
Now you sailors know
Where your women come for love
Zoot suit riot
Throw back a bottle of beer
Zoot suit riot
Pull a comb through your coal black hair
You're in a Zoot suit riot
You're in a Zoot suit riot
You're in a Zoot suit riot
(random gibberish)
Oh you got me in a sway
and I want to swing you done
Now you sailors know
Where your women come for love
Zoot suit riot
Throw back a bottle of beer
Zoot suit riot
Pull a comb through your coal black hair
Zoot suit riot
Throw back a bottle of beer
Zoot suit riot
Pull a comb through your coal black hair
You're in a Zoot suit riot
You're in a Zoot suit riot
You're in a Zoot suit riot
My life is like an open book. My cover is old and dusty. But once you peep inside you will find a world of adventure and excitement. Ask me questions and I'll give the best answers I can. I am not a harden old crone but a soft and loving creature. I have my up and downs just like so many. I'm not perfect I'm just me. I never know what tomorrow is going to bring. That's it for now.