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1122343  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-09-04
Written: (5007 days ago)

It's YOU. You mean everything to me... you are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up; my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams... when you are sad, I fell sad, and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.

When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...

Sometimes I miss you so much, I just want to rip you out of my dreams and hug you!

Not being able to hold you has got to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But I get to look forward to the next time you are in my arms; your smile only inches away from mine getting closer and closer until at last... our smiles meet. Something that beautiful... that's what keeps me going.

I miss the way you used to hug me, I miss the way you used to kiss my lips, but most of all I miss the way you held me and my heart. I miss you...

It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone, but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you.

I don't want you to know, so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you, I can't go on. But that's how it is, and that's how it will be, because, Baby, I love you, I need you, I miss you, and without you, there's just no me.

I miss you so much that you're always on my mind. I love you so much that you're always in my heart.

766901  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-03-23
Written: (6633 days ago)

I WOULD DO NE THING FOR HIM


Boy- hey, Hun
Girl- hey
Boy- I missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?
Girl- yeah, I had to go to the doctor.
Boy- oh really? Why?
Girl- oh nothing, annual shots that’s all.
Boy- oh
Girl- so what did we do in math 2day?
Boy- u didn’t miss anything that great.......just lots of notes
Girl- ok good
Boy- yeah
Girl- hey I have a question......
Boy- ok, ask away
Girl-........How much do u love me?
Boy- u know I love u more than anything
Girl- yeah.....
Boy- y did u ask?
Girl-................>silence<..........
Boy- is something wrong?
Girl- no nothing at all
Boy- good.
Girl- ..............How much do u care about me?
Boy- I would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
Girl- u would?
Boy- yeah.........of course I would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??
Girl- no, everything’s fine......
Boy- are u sure?
Girl- yeah.
Boy- ok.......I hope so.
Girl- ..............Would u die for me?
Boy- I would take a bullet for u anyday, Hun
Girl- really?
Boy- anyday. Now seriously, is there something wrong???
Girl- no I’m fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyone’s fine.
Boy- ............ok
Girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.
Boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, I love u 2, bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:
Boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?
Friend- no
Boy- oh.
Friend- she wasn’t here yesterday either.
Boy- I know, she was acting all weird on the phone last night.
Friend- well dude u know how gurls are sumtimes
Boy- yeah........But not her.
Friend- idk what else 2 say, man.
Boy- k well I gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.
Friend- yeah I gotta get to science, ttyl.
THAT NIGHT: > >> > > >> >
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
Girl- hello?
boy- hey
Girl- oh, hi.
Boy- y weren't u at school 2day?
Girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
Boy- are u sick?
Girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.
Boy- ill wait.
Girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
Boy-........Alright, I love u Hun.
very long pause
Girl- (with tear in her eye) look, I think we should break up.
Boy- what???
Girl- it’s the best thing for us right now.
Boy- y????
Girl- I love u.
click< > >> > > >> >
THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.
boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- what’s up
Friend- nothing, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?
boy- no
Friend- so u didn’t hear?
Boy- hear what?
Friend- um idk if I should be the one to tell u......
boy- dude, wtf tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
Boy- ok............
BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
Voice- hello, county hospital, this is nurse beckam.
Boy- uh.......I must have the wrong number, I’m looking for my friend.
Voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
Voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.
Boy- really? y? What happened??? How is she???
Voice- her room number its ..666, in building A, suite 3.
Boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!
Voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
Boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*
BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..666, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
Boy- omg are u ok??
Girl- ..................
Boy- sweetie!! Talk to me!!
Girl- I..........
Boy- u what?? U WHT???
girl- I have cancer and I’m on life support
Boy- ....................Breaks into tears......................
girl- they're taking me off 2night
Boy- y??
girl- I wanted 2 tell u but I couldn’t
Boy- y didn’t u tell me????
girl- I didn’t want 2 hurt u.
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- I just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
Boy- ?
Girl- I love u more than anything, I would give u the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.
Boy- ...........
girl- don’t be sad, I love u n ill always be here w/u
Boy- then y'd u break up w/me?
Nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.
BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES. But what the boy didn't know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
The boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...
THE NOTE SAID:
I told her I would take a bullet for her.... Just like she said she would die for me...

701569  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-11-20
Written: (6756 days ago)

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701535  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-11-20
Written: (6756 days ago)

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thats freekin awsome!!

695047  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-08
Written: (6767 days ago)
Next in thread: 697778

"Of All The Gin Joints In All The World"
By:fall Out Boy!

You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you
We're making out inside crashed cars
We're sleeping through all our memories
I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)

Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same

You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
I used to waste my time on
Waste my time on
Waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)

Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same

I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no
I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no
I'm not trying
You only hold me up like this

Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains
Like I'll never be the same

i love this song!

695044  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-08
Written: (6767 days ago)

"Our Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Wouldn't Get Sued"

Brothers and sisters put this record down
Take my advice ('cause we are bad news)
We will leave you high and dry
It's not worth the hearing you'll lose

It's just past 8 and I'm feeling young and reckless
The ribbon on my wrist says, "Do not open before Christmas."

We're only liars, but we're the best (we're the best)
We're only good for the latest trend
We're only good cause you can have almost famous friends
Besides, we've got such good fashion sense

Brothers and sisters, yeah, put these words down
Into your notebook (spit lines like these)
We're friends when you're on your knees
Make them dance like we were shooting their feet

It's just past 8 and I'm feeling young and reckless
The ribbon on my wrist says, "Do not open before Christmas."

We're only liars, but we're the best (we're the best)
We're only good for the latest trend
We're only good cause you can have almost famous friends
Besides, we've got such good fashion sense

We're only liars, but we're the best
We're only good for the latest trend

We're only liars, but we're the best
We're only good for the latest trend
We're only good cause you can have almost famous friends
Besides, we've got such good fashion sense


im lising to this song now!

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