Well it has been a day yesterday i found Roli was talking to his ex- girlfriend talking shit about me fuckin dick well that's the end of him being friends with that girl shit i'll break his phone I don't give a fuck how stupied of him to do that he got it good yesterday hahaha he was about to cry he was kissing my ass all night and then we had make-up sex that was awesome i love make up sex cause it feels like i'm in power. I love roli but that ex-girlfriend needs to be dropped and she needs to get over him already desprete as fuck to be still talking to him i know her little games she thinks she's going to get back with him hahaha he's stuck with me and he knows that he wont leave me cause he loves me to much but once agian i love Roli

Hey we'll theres a party at roli's place and i' m upstairs cause i have a headache and the music is to loud so that's why i'm up here and his friend is so fuckin annoying cause he's so jealous that i took Roli away that he is acting like a ass to me knowing that if i flirt with him he would holla in a second but he's stupied he thinks i'm going to cheat on roli and that i'm not to be trusted but he's doing that on purpose to get roli to think twice about the future of us but he's stupied cause our love is stronger then ever so he's up against something way stronger then him and anyone put together. Fuck him and his jealous ass but i love roli one agian

Well i'm sitting here roli went to my sisters house to play spades and i didn't want to go cause there drinking and i can't drink so that really sucks but awe well i'm having fun eatting. They went shopping today and got all sorts of drinks and no food i was like what the heck is wrong with you guys but wnat ever i love roli. my stomach hurts and my back is killing me oooohhhh we'll anyways i'm so bored right now but i'm listening to my rock music and it's getting me all emotional so that kind of sucks Scars from papa roach is really good cause it's the truth that's why i get emotional . I miss roli right now i could start crying. But ohhh you know what was so cute he sent a internet card and it was so cute two bears kissing i loved it so much i'm glad i met roli and hopefully he knows that. I just want to be happy with him cause he makes me feel good about myself and he always does things unexpectingly. So it's kind of cute to me.

well well i'm sitting here again and waiting till roli comes back from work. My babe's working hard he gets paid today so hes happy cause now he's got money so he can waste it on Drinking. LOSER. Well i still love him. I was looking through all his old shit and i was really sad cause i saw alot of his ex- girlfriends shit in there I was gonna throw it away then i thought why throw it away when it should be him to do it so i'm just going to wait and see if he throws any of that old crap out. Waste of space i would say. Anyways i'm so awake now i can't go to sleep roli woke me up this morning and kept me up for a hour if you know what i mean hahaha it was fun. But anyways my legs falling asleep so i'm gonna go for now and walk it off tata for now ^_^

well well im sitting at roli's apt and waiting for him to come back from my sisters house cause he was acting like a complete asshole so i left and came over here and hopefully i can get some sleep cause i know when roli comes back he's going to kiss my ass but anyways im so tired but i slept all day so that doesnt make any sence to be tired I wonder what was making him act that way maybe it's his family hopefully not or maybe it's cause i maybe pregnant crazy how things so small can change someones life I'm so happy im meeting his mom in july i'm so excited i hope she likes me no i know she will everyone likes me i'm a likable person. Hey its been a month and five days since weve been together how wonderful i'm glad i met my roli poli he makes me so happy except when he does off the wall shit then i have to put him in his place Cause he shouldnt be treating me that way but I LOVE HIM My #1 babe i love you


Sooooo well i'm not in the mood right now to write in this stupied thing but i will anyways i think i have been totally inconcederate of his feelings because he has done alot for me and i'm always craming some kind of bullshit down his throat. I need to learn how to be more nice and show that i care cause it's just causing problems and i dont want to fight with him so yeah i'm going to care more about the things he cares about like his stupied guadalupe virgin mary shit and how he likes to sleep when he gets back from work and all the other bullshit he cries about when he gets back well i guess thats it i've spoken my mind and it's empty