[roses4ever]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2006-04-11
Written: (6803 days ago)

Let me ask you a question
Will you lend me your ear
Do you know the meaning of emptiness
If not I’ll make it clear
Alone, alone
Nobody knows how lonely it can be
And I’m so tired of being alone.
   Let me tell you a story
One you’ve probably heard
One about the man who was lost
And I can tell you in one word
Alone, alone
Nobody knows how lonely it can be
And he was tired of being alone
Alone, alone
Nobody knows how lonely it can be
And I’m so tired of being alone.
   There’s an end to the fable
Where does all of this lead
That for everyone who needs someone
There is someone there to need
Alone, alone
Someone is still alone
Alone, alone
Someone is still alone.
             And that's me.

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Written about Sunday 2006-02-05
Written: (6869 days ago)

Sometimes I feel so alone,
Thats it's not worth living a complicated life.
Sometimes I wish I had never been born so that I wouldn't feel all this grief.
I hate me, my life! I hate love and the ones that broke my heart!I hate the fact that i have a kind heart, but it rotting from no one to care for me! I did nothing but let people do whatever! I watched at the sidelines whether or not i rooted against or with the play! Why couldn't I have not been born? GOD why did u cause me so much pain? What did I do so wrong when i tried to do so much right? Have you no thoughts left about me? Have you no time to spare me? Kill me now! And I will be forever in your debt! Kill me now and my soul will be cleaner than the cleanness of it now . . . kill me, and i may be peaceful. I have no cares for love, GOD, but i still love him. I know i did my heart wrong, but I thought I did it right.Let me suffer no more, and i will be happy once again. Take my pains away, pick up the broken pieces, and I will be whole.

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