today is one of those days I dont understand why some are so ungreatful and dont notice when someone basically does everything for you I am aware that is partly my fault because I do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am tired of having to make sure everything is okay and that I am a happy person when I am not so cheerful inside because everything is put on me and when I cant do it all he looks at me as though I cant do anything right. I have taken care of everything for the past three years and he never had to deal with any of it really only he knew is things got taken care of. He doesnt ask how or anything I work and take care of it all I get sick and still have to deal with everything he doesnt try and see how bills are gonna be paid or anything and to top it off I am now taking care of an extra kid that lives with us I love her dearly but help from her parents would be great. I deal and take care of everything and no one bothers to offer help or even worry about me an my health and if I am okay. I sometimes wanna run away but that wouldnt help anything it would make my lil ones suffer and I would never do that........ this is all i have to say for now write again soon