i am in a bad mood, all my happyness had left me, gone away as my girlfriend decides if she wants to stay with me or not.... is really depressing and i feel like breaking into tears, i want her by me at all times, but if she wants to separate, i have no choise but to support her with my slowly dieing breath.... god it hurts holding back a mighty current river of tears....i gotta be strong,but i have never felt this way about any1 in my entire life, and if she leaves, i think i never will....sit there waiting for her to return to me would hurt, but not as bad as letting her go out of my life forever, i need professional help, and dr. love is gone forever so i cant tell that computer program my problem so i can get an answer.....TT.TT..... stop yourself, calm down... i cant sleep at nights, just lay in my bed, staring at the ceiling..... makes me think of two songs off the bat,
akon, "lonely"
3 days grace, "pain"
and now another,
omarion, "icebox"


.............................................................................................................................(crash is heard).......drat there goes my heart shadering on the floor.........oh well, who needs it....... (sobbing)i need it of course, without itmy stephanie will never return........(goes to a corner and cries indessessivly) stay away from me, i need to figure this out, never let any1 in b4 and i will never start.... becides mmmmmyyyy.......ssssstephanie (cries harder)..... sorry for letting you read my personal note in my life, if you would kindy walk out and leave me in my corner, with my memories and lost love............ thx for hearing me out

that stupid pregnet bi@!$ she needs to stop pulling her stupid fucking mood swings on me, i fuckin pissed off at that fuckin bitch. i stay quiet and then ask one question then booom i get a fat bitch blow up in my face and i am tired of it i am about to tell that bitch to fuck off and to suck my cock, but i will have to fair for the better because if i do that, my mom will kill me 8( my life sucks