Well here I am again, It's 2007 now lol, How frickin irregular can i get! Well it's been a week since I got back from London. I had a great time in Chicago, met up with my bros....Chilled out with Umaid and Sana in london. Man I miss them all. I have midterms from monday...blah!!...And I had this weiiiird dream about rida. Itra and I talked for quite some time last night......it brought back many memories.....wasn't sure what use they'll be but bah.....I miss her too, but i guess she need not know it...anyway...now im gonna have trouble sleeping.

Heh it's funny how i keep coming back here....My life's changed so much in the last few months.....I've made so many friends.....found out so much more about my surroundings and the stuff you don't see at the surface. I've had an almost-perfect life. I'm single and I'm loving it. Friends, family, college....everything is going well. Rida came up to me and apologized for all we went through.....I hated her so much before that..I'm glad she realized, she's maturer now. Well anyway, I just talked to like a zillion people on the phone for no reason at all, can't wait to see the damn bill :P Anyway, I'll return...someday lol

Just got back from Bahria, Contacted Parvaiz for the gym thing. Wished Irfan on his birthday. The poor dumass was asleep. Omair had his birthday too, wished him as well and dropped a coin off in Sumayya's face :P scored 4 in a management quiz again. I might go to Omair's party but I'm not sure yet.

Hmm I've neglected this thing for like...ages.....i've gained weight...trying to cut down by running and stuff....Bahria's gonna start in like 2 days so i haven't got much time left...need to get a new cellphone now....fahad's about to leave too.....been composing a song....

.......im crazy..........yeah the usual shit.........i have no idea about where i should go .......what i should do.........im going nuts.........and im screwed.......

damn im really going nuts.....dad wont let me join the callcentre all of a sudden...prolly thinks im some kind of druggie......bushra had a heart attack.......learned the correct riff for ronan keating's song...watched the aviator....played GT3......had a messed up day...

campaigned a little at school,stayed at my dads office for a long time.tried to get online at night but the monitor got fried,literally hehe,there was smoke and everything so i couldnt post any entry here,fahad and ahmed had a fight and got my mom and dad worried.theyre so immature sometimes.thats all i guess

stayed home all day,dad went to lahore in the morning and came back in the evening.fahads friend jawad had an accident and is in a critcal state. Talked to nadi,ahmed,jessica,irfan and faheem today,i just dont know whats going on,like she never admitted loving him but i see "i love you" notes on her away messages so much,why would she hide it from me? damn i really wish all of this was sorted out,i need some moments of peace. Things keep getting worse with time,i have no idea what to do,who to ask or anything. Afifia phupho came over too,just saw cast away again which kind of made me more emotional,what am i going to do?