Before I first came here I met a kid named Trevor who I practically loved dearly..and the connection was great. And now it seems to have changed. And he is completely I wanna say Enphactuated with me..and Said that he loved me..Am not as attatched to him as he is to me... He's written poetry, letters...has dreams about me...every moment he's away he's depressed without me... and I have to shut that away.. What the hell? For something that I've wanted...I dont want..or..well I still do...just not right now. Its all crazy. Like atm, my main focus is school..thats it..I dont care to make new friends...am just so clued in on...SCHOOL. Which i've never done anything for myself ...I always put other people first,etc. >.<