Dear Diary,
Every day i think of my two greatest friend the one who got sent away and the one who moved away some times i wonder what well happen next, at night when i lay in my bed on my back i begin to cry becuz its sooo hard to wake up eatch mornign and relizing that the two people you really love well never be at school. I really love my friends to death i well love them till the day i die or some thing happenes to me. No one in the whole wide world could feel like me. I think to my self do my to greatest friends still know who i am,look like , or even do they rember me?
i would love to see my to best friends again after 1 whole year between that whole year my life has been fucked up and i want it to stop in time like the movies do.
Dear Diary,
Why is it when ur best friends get sent a way for the wrong reasons?!? Your heart has just like been Wripped out of ur body! And it hurt to loses a friend that was very close to ya almost like a sister. The person im talken about is Marissa Brown all most 1 year ago her mom sent her away from all her friends now her mom is being a bitch and wont let me see her after she promeised me she would take me to see her.
A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
[Girl:] Slow down. I’m scared.
[Guy:] No, this is fun.
[Girl:] No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
[Guy:] Then tell me you love me.
[Girl:] Fine, I love you. Slow down!
[Guy:] Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
[Guy:] Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved
him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even
though it meant that he would die.
..*..If you love someone this much put this on your site..*..
Happy,Happy,Jo
i hate that song some times LoL
Boy: I saw her today.
Girl: I saw him today.
Boy: She looks better than before.
Girl: I couldn't keep my eyes off him.
Boy: I asked her how things were going.
Girl: I asked about his new girlfriend.
Boy: I'd choose her over anyone I'm with.
Girl: He's probably really happy now.
Boy: I couldn't look at her without starting to cry.
Girl: He could'nt even look at me.
Boy:I told her I missed her.
Girl: He's lying.
Boy: I meant it.
Girl: He didn't mean it.
Boy: I love her.
Girl: He loves his new girlfriend.
Boy: I held her for the last time.
Girl: He gave me a friendly hug.
Boy: Then I went home and cried.
Girl: Then I went home and cried.
Boy: I lost her.
Girl: I'll love him til the day I die.
Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Guy: No.
Girl: Do you like me?
Guy: No.
Girl: Do you want me?
Guy: No.
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Guy: No.
Girl: Would you live for me?
Guy: No.
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Guy: No way.
Girl: Would you choose your life… or me?
Guy: My life.
The girl runs away and the guy stops her and says, “The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason why I don't want you is because I need you. The reason why I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I'd do everything for you and the reason I choose my life is because you are my life
Girl- Do you like me?
Guy- No
Girl- Am I pretty?
Guy- No
Girl- Am I in your heart?
Guy- No
Girl- Would you cry if I walked away?
Guy- No
The girl heard enough so she turned and walked away
The guy grabed the girls arm
Guy- I dont like you I LOVE you, youre not pretty your BEAUTIFUL, Youre not in my heart youre in my SOUL, and I wouldnt cry if you walked away I would die
MY DAD!
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I HATE MY DAD
FOR ALL THE BAD STUFF
SOME TIMES I WISH HE WAS GONE
BUT OTHERS I WISH HE WAS DEAD!
HE NEAVR TALKES TO ME
SOMETIMES I WANDER IF HE EVEN KNOWS WHO I REALLY AM?
BUT OTHERS TIMES I WANDER IF HE REALY LOVES ME
I ALL WAYS THOUGHT U WOULD BE THERE FOR ME!
BUT I GUSES I WAS WRONG HE NEAVRE IS!
IF HE EVER DESIDED TO JUMP OFF A BRIDGE I WANDER WHAT HIS LAST WORDS WOULD BE?
IF HE REALLY LOVED ME WHAT WOULD HE DO?
AT NIGHT I CRY IN MY SLEEP BECUZ I THINK OF THE AFUL PAIN I HAVE TO DEAL WITH!!
WHEN I LOOK AT PICTURES OF HIM I SOME TIMES RIP OUT THAT PICTURES
MY DAD LEFT ME WHEN I WAS 4 AND A HALF
I STILL HATE HIM FOR THAT
HE CHEATTED ON MY MOM WITH THAT FUCKEN BITCH THEY CALL (ANN JAMES)
BUT THE PAST IS OVER AND I STILL HOLD IT IN MY MIND
I WILL NEAVER LET THAT SORRY (BASTURED) TREAT ME THE WAY HE TREATED MY MOM
MY DAD HIT MY MOM AND I WILL KILL HIM FOR THAT!
AND THAT IS THE POEM OF MY DAD
Gothic Teddy Bear Amber
Brown Penny
I whispered i'm to young and then i'm old enought there for i threw a Penny to find out if i might love, go in love,go in love young man if the lady be young and fair ah Brown Penny,Brown Penny I am looped in the loopes of her hair ah love is the croked thing there's nobody wise enough to find out what is all that is in it for he would be thinking of
LOVE till the STARES have RUN AWAY and the SHADOEWS have EATEN the MOON ah Brown Penny, Brown Penny,Brown Penny one can not begain it....to soon.
as my days and montes and weeks go bye if feels like the world has just stopped in mid air it feels like im the onlyperson alive in this world and that i have no friends to talk to when i get lonley and i cant stand to be that way any more so one day i say this 15 year old girl crying ,crying in the middle of the road and i went up to her and i asked her why she was crying she said becuz i have no friends to talk to im just like u im lonley and sad and drepressed just like u have been for montes ,days ,weeks i should know i have been watching over u day in and day out sop rember u all ways got friends no mater what happens neaver think that u dont have any frineds be cuz u all ways no matter what u well all ways have friends that well need u along the way
when u lose a BEST FRIEND its hard to get over since u know
u LOVE this FRIEND a lot like a SISTER u know u well have
to move on with your LIFE but u know u CAN'T or u just
WON'T and its sooo hard to LOSE the most VAUILUABLE THING
in your LIFE and u know u WON'T ever get it BACK and here
is wat i have to say to MY BEST FRIEND
*IF U REALLY LOVE YOUR BEST FRIEND TELL THEM BE
FOR SOME THING BAD HAPPENED TO THEM OR WORES U, JUST BECUZ
YOUR FRIENDS MOVES AWAY OR HATE U NEAVER LET THAT GAT U
DOWN EVEN THOUGH ULL BE HURT FOR EVER AND ALL WAYS*
THE FRIEND IM TALKING ABOUT IS [clownsies]
p.s look at the bold letters ull finly get what i mean after reading this your truly Amber James,
Boy: baby we need to talk
Girl: ricardo, wat do u mean?
Boy: sumthin has come up...
Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby
Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much
Boy: baby are you there??
Girl: yea im here wut is so important??
Boy: im not sure if i should say
Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: im leaving....
Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you
Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away
Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.
Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.
Girl: i cant believe this.
[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]
Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad
Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go
Boy: would you run away with me?
Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !
Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..
Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on
Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.
Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park
Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]
Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.
Girl: ****tear (begins to cry)
Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go
Girl: ok (begins to walk away)
[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter her gave her]
It says.....
Erika,
U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Ricardo
[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....
Friend: how are u feeling?
Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.
Friend: o, about that. Ricardo left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...
Girl: ummm ok
[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket,
It says.
Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Alwayz
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...
-Ricardo]
Girl: omg its a letter, Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later
Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!
...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...Th
[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]
....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a msg. "Its Ricardo, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 ueverything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!!
[...he eventually finds out wut happend, and also kills himself...]
When people point,When people laught I know they R laughting at me they like to see my pain it makes them stronger,it makes them weaker as they seat and watch me cry my tears.
NO TITLE!
Your the rythem for my misery, as life the devil that lives deep in me, I have no reason for my belonging, so must I keep on living? because I can't seem to break away, from this life I have had to feel, things weary my life so dweary so must i keep on living? you the Ember are that burns hearts you are the thing that brok hearts, there is no more questioning no more breaking up, cuz I'm just giving up becuz I can't seem to break away, from this life I have had to feel things so weary, my life so dweary so I must keep living?, so don't ever bother to try and figure me out, there is no more reasoning cuz this, is the reason becuz I can't seem to break away from this life,I have had to feel thigs so weary, my life so dweary so i must keep living now, this is the end I have no more feelings, cuz this is the feeling on why i must keep living.
I AM TIRED OF BEING BIG!
I am tired of being little,
I am tired of being fat,
I wish that i were a giant size,
with whiskers on my chin,
No one would dear 2 tease me,
or 2 tack my stuff away,
for I would be much bigger
then the biggest,biger girl
My folkes would pay more attention
2 every thing I said,
they couldn't make me eat my peas
or tell me " GO TO BED!"
I'd neaver be afride again if I were ten-foot-three
I wish I were giant size
instead of that fat like me.
KISSED ME
I think this is so cute... And yeah * i love it when I can feel you *smiling* when you kiss me!
A KISS
i ran up the stairs shut my Door got in my pajamas said my prays jumped in bed and turned my light off ALL BECAUSE YOU KISSED ME GOODNIGHT!
SOMETIMES
SOMETIMES things happen......An
HOPE
I HOPE to see you tomorrow for it might be the last day I have, my heart grows weak and falls beneath the cold snow I'LL hold your closer and closer as I fall into my slimber I do not fear what is yet to come in stead I welcome it in to my arms I have no life so it dosen't matter any way,I HOPE you will get this for it will be the only message I send out to the, I HOPE that one such as you will treassure it and one day understand, understand that what I did was for the Best I want to stay but then again I long to go, I HOPE you no think me wrong of my Doings, for it is what I've become that sentences me to this pass, the pass in witch i must face so I HOPE one day you'll find it in your heart and forgive of or forgive me for what im about to do........
GOOD BYE
The only time i say good bye is when i really mean it. when i now there's no other again. when i now the end will come soon<<<<<i said that when i was 3 every 1 said goodbye to either they die or i get badly hurt and they move away......sooo
WHERE ONCE POE WALKED!
Eternal brood the shadows on this ground,Dreamin