yeah i've moved on from you all being bastards....
i love you will!!! aka [Pen Cap Chew]
you are my heart and soul i couldnt live a day without you!!!
we've been together 17 months and i still cant wait to see you even if your standing right next to me i've felt this way only once before but never like this you bring me to tears at times your so romantic...i cant wait til next year when we finally get married i know i've almost broken up with uou so many times but maybe it's just because i'm scared...but i realize now if i had to live with out you i'd end up killing myself again....so much worse then after less serious relationships.
this is for you
"Stop And Say You Love Me"
Hey listen, because I'll only say this once
Do you think that you could lose yourself in me?
I could say I want to die by your side one day
But I could never speak the words
Because they haven't wrote the words that mean enough to me
So together we can burn this way
Burn this way...
Stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
I found a loop hole for us now
It's called redemption of my history
Do you think you could look past my fears
Tell me now my love
Because I will lose it in your eyes, I see firelight in your eyes
I know that things will be better when you are by my side
By my side...
Stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
Stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
I'm guarded, I'm fragile, but if anyone could ever save me now, you can
And you can...
Stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
Stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
Are you strong enough? am I enough?
Are you strong enough to say you love me?
Your all fucking bastard covered bastards with bastard fucking filling
so leave me the fuck alone you stupid fucking bastards!!!!!!
i'm so bboooooooooooo
i need attention!!!I <3 U BENNY
well all is well for fuckin' once^_^
hey all life sux ballz majorly!!!!!!!
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i was depressed, but not any more for right now i guess.....i'm just crazy now so yeah,just because i probly have too good of a relationship w/the "captain" lolz
can you make this go away and let me rest in pieces V_V* well by next week you all can see a pic. of my worthless self..........
2 days ago i was pull to the side by a rent a cop at school saying i was drunk V_Vit sucked major ass right there........i wasn't much......so what if the "captain's"my friend ^_^
life sucks ass
life sucks ass
my life is a living hell no one really cares for me any more V_V*
you know a golf cart will drive about 9 feet in a lake before it sinks.......i'
life really dose suck major balls{kinda like me}muffinz
hullo to all mi matez,i love you all [you know you kick ass]so yeah.....life sux ass so i have no words but :i'm not okay i promise
well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say i never ment to hurt you but i couldn't make it any other way....for all those dirty looks the photographs your boyfriend took remember when you broke your foot by jumping off the secound floor[by the way i've done that,one word oooooowwwwwwwwwww]
i'm not okay i'm not okay i'm not okay you wear me out..........
ok you guyz finish it ^_^
hullo to all mi matez,i love you all [you know you kick ass]so yeah.....life sux ass so i have no words but :i'm not okay i promise
well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say i never ment to hurt you but i couldn't make it any other way....for all those dirty looks the photographs your boyfriend took remember when you broke your foot by jumping off the secound floor[by the way i've done that,one word oooooowwwwwwwwwww]
i'm not okay i'm not okay i'm not okay you wear me out..........
ok you guyz finish it ^_^
happy st.patty's day
it's a sucky one 4 me my x-g/f is jealous i now go out w/1 of her x's and all @ lunch she cried but i'm sorry 4 hurting her i just dunno any more you ppl can help me we broke up on monday i guess she's not over me yet i guess.and i'm going out w/a guy she likes 2..so i don't know what to do i really like both of them...maybe you pplz can help me
if i'm lucky what's a chick to do in a situation like this???srry 4 complaining but i do thank who ever acualy reads this,even more so if you can give me a word of advice,my now g/f & b/f both know about each other[i'm not that sluty]lol
all you people need to know all hope has died
for the good people in the world...you can't control your self anymore and you just get too carried away.well no one sees that no one really cares for them but when your a queer like me. we notice
all hope is gone. and love is lost, no one cares that
queerz need love too^_^
ok i hate today @ the moment i just want to die i mean i was acused of stealing some thing i didn't and my whore of a dad went to my fuckin' school just to tell me now the bastard is going to pick me up every day @ lunch time 4 that i think that's fucked up don't you agree? i mean i was with my b/f well we didn't make that offical we were going to to day untill my dad came.cuz i ran away from the school but i got my revenge i almost got him arrested...[TomJokEr!] i'm not nessesarly that much of a bitch but iwas pissed off @ the moment so yeah
but i pityed him [i don't know why]and i fake cry and
the cop let him off with a warning.