me and kat are broken up along with the peice of my heart i gave her i dont realy know what to do now but im going to a party on saturday and i kinda hope i will meet some girl and spark something there *sigh* even though all i want is to be with katrina that cant happen cuz she doesnt wana be with me so im serching for somone now

this is the first time i used my diary well i fucked up with my lover kat ask me if you want to know about it shes sad and crying becuse somone couldnt keep a secret im depresed and i hate myself way more then i did before but time is the best healer although there will be no heart left to heal if we break up then the only thing that will be able to save me will be a miracle