[Did you hear?]'s diary
The condom is the glass slipper of our generation.
You slip one on when you meet a stranger.
You...dance all night.
Then you throw it away.
The condom, I mean.
Not the stranger.
-Marla Singer
David Usher - Numb
Hey, have you fallen off the shelf?
Can I help you get yourself, back together?
I'm so tired, can I help you save yourself?
Have your friends all changed?
All the people that you thought would be around,
As your light goes grey,
Are you losing all the hope you thought you'd found,
I think we're numb (x3)
Hey, have you found somebody new?
Have you found yourself unglued, for the first time in your life?
Can I help you save yourself?
Have your friends all changed?
All the people that you thought would be around,
As your life goes grey,
Are you losing all the hope you thought we'd found,
I think we're numb (x6)
And tell me do you feel like dying?
Tell me does it hurt just waking?
Tell me have you lost the reasons you ever wanted to fight?
Has it left you lonely?
Tell me do you pray for morning?
Tell me does it hurt just waking?
Tell me have you lost the reasons you ever wanted to fight?
And you know it's all impossible.
And nothing feels the same,
Life is full now,
Every morning when the light comes in,
Everybody sings the same song tonight,
Better fly away, yeah
Have your friends all changed?
All the people that you thought would be around,
As your light goes grey,
Are you losing all the hope you thought you'd found,
I think we're numb. (x9)
There's Friends then there's friends from TEXAS !!!
Body: FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk
TEXAS FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught
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FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs
TEXAS FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up
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FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home.
TEXAS FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route.
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FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
TEXAS FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun "
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FRIENDS: Cry with you.
TEXAS FRIENDS: laugh at you
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FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
TEXAS FRIENDS: Steal each other ' s stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place.
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FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one night stand and leave them alone.
TEXAS FRIENDS: Will Crawl naked into the room with a camera and hope for the tag team.
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FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
TEXAS FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.
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FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that ' s what the crowd is doing.
TEXAS FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.
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FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
TEXAS FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!"
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True Story:
A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage.
The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshipped Satan.
A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.
* If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're Catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness. *
[Everyone Deserves HAPPINESS!]
Post this in your house or diary if you beleive the same.
Big Girls Don't Cry
by Fergie
La da da da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity
[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I forseek the darker half if I stay
[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity
Ahha
[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
La da da da da da
Written about Tuesday 2007-04-24
Written: (6422 days ago)
I WAS LOOKING AT YOUR PICS. TODAY WONDERING WHEN I WOULD REALLY GET TO SEE YOU, OR REALLY GET TO TOUCH YOU, EVEN KISS YOU, AND WHEN THE NEXT TIME I WOULD BE ABLE TO HEAR YOUR VOICE WAS.. BECAUSE UNTIL THESE DAYS COME I WILL HOLD THOSE IMAGES OF YOU IN MY MIND TO REMIND ME HOW LUCKY I REALLY AM! I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE US BABY, JUST YOU AND ME.. I'LL KEEP YOU IN MY HEART, MY MIND, EVEN IN MY WALLET SO WHEN I THINK IM ALONE I CAN LOOK AND KNOW YOU'LL PULL THROUGH FOR ME WHEN I NEED IT THE MOST.. AND I WISH OUR SCHEDUALS WERE BACK ON TRACK WHERE WE COULD TALK BUT I GUESS FOR NOW THATS JUST WISHFULL THINKING MAYBE ON BOTH OUR PARTS.. BUT UNTIL THEN KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH..
Written about Saturday 2007-04-07
Written: (6439 days ago)
OMG I GOT TO SEE TASTE OF CHAOS.. it was the best fucking night of my life.. i got to meet 10 band members and 14 signed stuff and yes i said that right 10 and 14..
ok everyone i got to meet:
THEE ARMADA:
Josh-Vocals
Brian-Drums
Taylor-Guitar
Mike-Bass
30 SECONDS TO MARS:
Jared Leto-Vocals/Gu
Tomo Milicevic-Guit
Shannon Leto-Drums
AIDEN:
wiL Francis-Vocals
Angel Ibarra-guitar
Nick Wiggins-Bass
AND NOW THE PEOPLE THAT I GOT STUFF SIGNED FROM:
THREE ARMADA:
Josh-Vocals
Taylor-Guitar
Mike-Bass
30 SECONDS TO MARS:
Jared Leto-Vocals/Gu
Tomo Milicevic-Guit
Shannon Leto-Drums
AIDEN:
wiL Francis-Vocals
Angel Ibarra-Guitar
Nick Wiggins-Bass
EVALINE:
Richard Jonathan "R.J." Perry-Vocals/V
Christian Lewis-Guitar
Dominic DiCiano-Guitar
Steven Forrest-Drums
Steve Padersen-Bass/
(the reason i got them is because my mom stood in line to get their poster for me and they signed it..)
if you want to know anything else just ask me and ill tell you..
all the bands were bloody awsome.. and i would so do it over again
"Thank You"
I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back
Yeah!
I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back
When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back
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i was listning to one or my random mix cds and this song was the very last song and it is starting to fit almost all of my real relationships i hate life sometimes and loves a bitch..
In Demand By: Texas
when we were together i was blown away
just like paper from a fan
but you would act like i was just a kid
like we were never gonna' last
but now i've got someone who cares for me, (yeah)
wrote my name in silver sands
i think you know you've lost the love of your life
(you said) i was the best you've ever had
because i'm in demand, (hey)
you're thinking of the way you should've of held my, (hand)
and all the times you'd say you didn't understand
you never had our love written in your, (plans)
but now i'm in demand
i never think you saw the best of me (ahh haa haa haa)
there's a side you'll never know
'cos love and loving are two different things (ah haa haa haa)
set your sights far too low
but now i've got someone who cares for me, (yeah)
he wrote my name in silver sands
i think you know you've lost the love of your life
(you said) i was the best you've ever had
because i'm in demand, (hey)
you're thinking of the way you should've held my (hand)
and all the times you'd say you didn't undersatand
you never had our love written in your plans
but now i'm in demand
you're thinking of the way you've should've of held my (hand)
and all the times you'd say you didn't understand
you never had our love written in your, (plans)
but now i'm in demand
it's only when i fall asleep
i see that winning smile
when my dreams just move along
you've lost the race by miles
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
stay, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
because i'm in demand
you're thinking of the way you should've of held my (hand)
and all the times you'd say you didn't understand
you never had our love in your, (plans)
but now i'm in demand, (yeah)
you know i'm in demand
(say you're in demand)
you know i'm in demand, (yeah)
always in demand, (yeah)
never had our love written in your plans
you know i'm in demand
you see me in demand
everytime we lie awake
after every hit we take
every feeling that i get
but i haven't missed you yet
every room-mate kept awake
by every silent scream we make
all the feelings that i get
but i still don't miss you yet
only when i stop to think about it
i hate everything about you
why do i love you
i hate everything about you
why do i love you
everytime we lie awake
after every hit we take
every feeling that i get
but i haven't missed you yet
only when i stop to think about it
i hate everything about you
why do i love you
i hate everything about you
why do i love you
only when i stop to think about you,
i know
only when you stop to think about me,
do you know
i hate everything about you
why do i love you
you hate everything about me
why do you love me
i hate
you hate
i hate
you love me
i hate everything about you
why do i love you
a little unsaid feeling can be done in song.. and sometime this is how i start to feel..
GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS
"Say Anything"
Here I am on
The phone again, and
Awkward silence is
On the other end
I used to know the sound
Of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now)
All I feel (All I feel)
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again
All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time
Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers
But I don't want that
No, not for you
If you just stay with me, we can make it through
So Here we are again
The same old argument
And now I'm wonderin'
If things'll ever change, yeah
When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise til 3 AM and the neighbors would complain
All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time
Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down
Down
Down
Down
Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
If you'll just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Don't say a word (Please don't leave)
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away (Please don't leave)
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Backstreet Boys
Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely
Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me...
CHORUS
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love
There's no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me
CHORUS
There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart' body and soul
How can it be you're asking me to feel the things you never show
You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
CHORUS
omg when i read the lyrics to this song i was amazed at how much it remined me of Blaze ([BeautifulDecay]) she IS "my" Craze Beautiful..
Artist Name- Ashley Parker Angel
Song lyrics- Crazy beautiful
Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere,
Not like I care 'cos I have got used to it,
Refuse to quit.
You're like the label in my shirt that keeps scratching at my back,
Then I forget 'cos I've grown immune to it,
Go figure it.
Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.
Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.
She leaves the ashtray on the bed,
She don't sense any thoughts inside her head,
She just has to get them out,
Can't shut her mouth.
She's like a song that's in my brain,
But every other lyric says my name,
And I just can't turn it off,
Can't get enough.
Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.
Suitcase, some baggage and a head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.
Sometimes something that is not perfect ends up being what you want,
Sometimes she lets me into places where her demons come to haunt.
She's like an angel that's corrupted and I'm hanging on to her...
Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed, Don't,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.
(She's got a) Suitcase, some baggage in her head she screams out, yes and it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed, lying on the bed,
Don't regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.