[SimpleEuph]'s diary

551897  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-04-15
Written: (7164 days ago)

(MY ALLTIME FAVORITE CURE SONG.......Bless your soul Robert Smith....for this song hold a very special meaning to my heart)

The Cure Lyrics

Lovesong Lyrics


Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you


551896  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-04-15
Written: (7164 days ago)

(MY ALLTIME FAVORITE CURE SONG.......Bless your soul Robert Smith)

The Cure Lyrics

Lovesong Lyrics


Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you


551450  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-04-14
Written: (7165 days ago)

It so unfortunate that it didnt work out, obviously I couldnt please you and make you happy......but I wish you all the happiness in the world....you deserve it because you are terribly sweet and such a genuine person.
Enjoy life and all that unfolds for you.....maybe someday our paths will cross.....who knows........thats God's decision...........Adeu

546335  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-04-09
Written: (7170 days ago)

Still feeling unbeivably nauseated today........it has got to be the most worst feeling ever....especially when have nothing left to disperse.....so youre just left with dry heaves.......oh well.........I can manage.....well hopefully it will be over tommorrow.....have very important company coming tommorrow

545668  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-04-08
Written: (7171 days ago)

Best leave the past behind
Put forth your foot
And journey abroad

Life seems a stand still
If you bare to stay
And not focus your sights

Immulate your dreams
Before you stray the path
Find inner harmony

544648  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-04-07
Written: (7172 days ago)

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
[BELSEA!]

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

[BELSEA!]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

544389  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-04-07
Written: (7172 days ago)

Dont always reflect on the bad things in life.......dont always pressure yourself in to love......if you go in fool-heartedly and hasty......you will only feel let down in the end.........

God works in mysterious ways........he will show you when the time is right.........let love find you instead of searching for it...You'll be surprised what will unfold

543776  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-04-06
Written: (7173 days ago)

I will be happy forever
Nothing will hinder me
I walk with beauty before me
I walk with beauty behind me
I walk with beauty above me
I walk with beauty around me
My words are beautiful
543450  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-04-06
Written: (7173 days ago)

Kind of tired and more subdued today.......Gonna go finish watching "Velvet Goldmine"........such a weird as movie....but interesting enough to keep my curiousity peeked...

I got to see a broad new spectrum of Ewan Mcgregor's acting.....and I mean broad 0.o LMAO (and if you know what I am hinting......then you are laughing as well)

541396  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-04-04
Written: (7175 days ago)

(stole it, adapted it.....your fault.. ;) )



No Kim today, my love has gone away
The mailbox stands forlorn, a symbol of the dawn
No Kim today, it seems a common sight
But people passing by don't know the reason why


How could they know just what this message means
The end of my hopes, the end of all my dreams
How could they know the palace there had been
Behind the door where my love reigned as queen


No Kim today, it wasn't always so
The company was gay, we'd turn night into day


But all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Becomes a shrine when I think of you only
Just two up two down


No Kim today, it wasn't always so
The company was gay, we'd turn night into day
As music played the faster did we dance
We felt it both at once, the start of our romance


How could they know just what this message means
The end of my hopes, the end of all my dreams
How could they know a palace there had been
Behind the door where my love reigned as queen


No Kim today, my love has gone away
The mailbox stands forlorn, a symbol of the dawn


But all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Becomes a shrine when I think of you only
Just two up two down


No Kim today, my love has gone away
The mailbox stands forlorn, a symbol of the dawn
No Kim today, it seems a common sight
But people passing by don't know the reason why


How could they know just what this message means
The end of my hopes, the end of all my dreams
How could they know a palace there had been
Behind the door where my love reigned as queen


No Kim today, it wasn't always so
The company was gay, we'd turn night into day


But all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Oh all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Oh all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town



THANKS [NeverScape]Missing: </b>

539472  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-04-02
Written: (7177 days ago)

Trying to figure just what exactly I want to do with my life........Ive lodged myself in my own little solitary niche......and now have the feeling of awakening and trying to break free of all that is familar and comfortable to me......I want some change in my life.....I want some closure.

539400  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-04-02
Written: (7177 days ago)

Another friggin rainy day to force me to stay inside once again

537369  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-03-31
Written: (7179 days ago)

Your witty verses amuses me......if it wasnt for your "fun hour" in the morning......Id be sad and lonely *pouts*............your like my surge of coffee in the morning.....both addictive and tempting

511602  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-02
Written: (7207 days ago)

“Brave Sir Robin ran away, bravely ran away, away. When danger reared his ugly head, he bravely turned his tail and fled. Yes, brave Sir Robin turned about, he turned his tail, he chickened out. Bravely taking to his feet, he beat a very brave retreat. A brave retreat by Sir Robin.

510983  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-02
Written: (7208 days ago)

[x] been drunk.
[ ] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[ ] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[ ] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[ x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] been to Europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling... (warehouse)
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had a car.
[x] drove.


Do you...
[x] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[x] think you're attractive.(sometimes)
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[x] wear eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color yellow.
[x] cyber.
[x] claim. (sometimes...ghehe)
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[ ] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.


Are you...
[x one wing] ugly.
[x] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[x] short.
[ ] tall.
[x] grounded.
[x] sick.
[x] lazy.
[x] talking to someone.
[] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[x] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[x] drinking something.
[x] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic. (NEVER!!! grrr put an x infront of it and hm die)


499354  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-02-18
Written: (7220 days ago)

Divine Intervention

Maybe if you werent such an inconsiderate asshole.....you could get at least half the respect back from your family.... Please feel free to continue making everyone around you feel more alienated, and they can give a rats ass about what you have to say or think.......You make it so blaintently obvious that you could give a shit about theirs.

486277  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-02-02
Written: (7236 days ago)

Whatever You Want

If you asked me to be there
I would do everything in my power to do so
If you needed a helping hand
Mine will always be outstretched
If you wanted some soothing words
I would spill my heart out
Whatever you want dear
I would give it to you
Anything to make you happy
Just to be able to savor your smile
That beautiful, pure smile
That melts my heart

469809  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-01-12
Written: (7257 days ago)

Things to get done:

1.Start working on my "Sex Pistol' art
2.Finish up with some David Bowie art
3.Get some more pictures for Frank
4. *thinking*

466466  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-01-08
Written: (7261 days ago)

Today sucks tremendously.......I have completely lost my voice.........the only noise I can manage to make is a pathetic whiney sound........Now I must use sign language and a note pad to communicate with everyone...........And everyone thinks this is so funny *pouts*.......Im gonna go lock myself in my room and listen to music *sobs*.......I wont be able to sing along with it.....but hell I can lip sync

450250  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-12-20
Written: (7280 days ago)

Tred carefully and wisely
Im like a ticking time bomb
Just waiting to go off
I want to burst
Into a thousand little pieces
And have someone else
Clean up the mess
Im an emotional wreck
Ive experienced my high
Now Im hitting my low
I dont want to feel bothered
Baggered or bossed
I just want to steam
I just want to be left alone
My eyes sting from crying
My face tinged with tears
If you dont want to have your head bitten off
I advise you to stay at a respectful distance

447201  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-12-17
Written: (7283 days ago)

(Ive sarted a daily song fav thing in here.....ill post my favorite song of the day and the lyrics for you all to enjoy)

Kelly Clarkson Lyrics

Since You've Been Gone Lyrics



Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

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