Been entertaining myself by doing some freewriting while listening to music.....whether a stories emerges....or poetry

This is what I got from listening to Oasis last night


Gravity

Above shallowed ground
Lay in weight-less wonder

See the future before you
Left in residual sunder

Pondering such thoughts
Leaves on nauseated

Feeling heavily pressed upon
Life seems so complicated




Leave Room to Fail

Killer smile
Hazel eyes
Was my inebitable demise

Sweet you are
Fell so deep
Happiness, unwanted keep

Imagine life
Were it to be
Fulfilled dreams for you & me...........(to be continued)

Youre never alone
Always under watchful eyes
Cold, heavy stare
Makes you feel empty
Guarded unknowingly

(LAST GOOD SONG OF THE DAY)

The Used Lyrics

The Taste Of Ink Lyrics



Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free

So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this

And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there to so you can see
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we'll drink and dance the night away

As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there

(I just love rocking out to this song *does the rock on sign with hand and joins the mosh pit*........Mosh pits are bad especially when you do it with just two other people.........and starting on top of steps......long story....but insanely funny......grab some popcorn.....and I can share some pretty haggerdous and hilarious stories with ye)

A.F.I. Lyrics

The Great Disappointment Lyrics



I can remember a place I used to go
Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful
I can remember, I searched for the amaranth
I'd shut my eyes... to see

Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones
I knew they would appear... saw not a single one
Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently
I'd make a wish... and bleed

While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away

I can remember... dreamt them so vividly
Soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me
I can remember when I first realized
Dreams were the only place to see them

While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away
Hope was wasting away
Faith was wasting away
I was wasting away

I never, never wanted this
I always wanted to believe
I never, never wanted this
How could I have become?
I never, never wanted this
But from the start I'd been deceived
I never, never wanted this
How could I have become?

I never, never wanted this
I always wanted to believe
I never, never wanted this
I never, never wanted this
But from the start I'd been deceived
I never, never wanted this

Inside a crumbling effigy
But you promised
So dies all innocence
But you promised me

While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away
Hope was wasting away
Faith was wasting away
I was wasting away

(MY ALLTIME FAVORITE CURE SONG.......Bless your soul Robert Smith....for this song hold a very special meaning to my heart)

The Cure Lyrics

Lovesong Lyrics


Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

(MY ALLTIME FAVORITE CURE SONG.......Bless your soul Robert Smith)

The Cure Lyrics

Lovesong Lyrics


Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

It so unfortunate that it didnt work out, obviously I couldnt please you and make you happy......but I wish you all the happiness in the world....you deserve it because you are terribly sweet and such a genuine person.
Enjoy life and all that unfolds for you.....maybe someday our paths will cross.....who knows........thats God's decision...........Adeu

Still feeling unbeivably nauseated today........it has got to be the most worst feeling ever....especially when have nothing left to disperse.....so youre just left with dry heaves.......oh well.........I can manage.....well hopefully it will be over tommorrow.....have very important company coming tommorrow

Best leave the past behind
Put forth your foot
And journey abroad

Life seems a stand still
If you bare to stay
And not focus your sights

Immulate your dreams
Before you stray the path
Find inner harmony

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
[BELSEA!]

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

[BELSEA!]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

Dont always reflect on the bad things in life.......dont always pressure yourself in to love......if you go in fool-heartedly and hasty......you will only feel let down in the end.........

God works in mysterious ways........he will show you when the time is right.........let love find you instead of searching for it...You'll be surprised what will unfold

Kind of tired and more subdued today.......Gonna go finish watching "Velvet Goldmine"........such a weird as movie....but interesting enough to keep my curiousity peeked...

I got to see a broad new spectrum of Ewan Mcgregor's acting.....and I mean broad 0.o LMAO (and if you know what I am hinting......then you are laughing as well)

(stole it, adapted it.....your fault.. ;) )



No Kim today, my love has gone away
The mailbox stands forlorn, a symbol of the dawn
No Kim today, it seems a common sight
But people passing by don't know the reason why


How could they know just what this message means
The end of my hopes, the end of all my dreams
How could they know the palace there had been
Behind the door where my love reigned as queen


No Kim today, it wasn't always so
The company was gay, we'd turn night into day


But all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Becomes a shrine when I think of you only
Just two up two down


No Kim today, it wasn't always so
The company was gay, we'd turn night into day
As music played the faster did we dance
We felt it both at once, the start of our romance


How could they know just what this message means
The end of my hopes, the end of all my dreams
How could they know a palace there had been
Behind the door where my love reigned as queen


No Kim today, my love has gone away
The mailbox stands forlorn, a symbol of the dawn


But all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Becomes a shrine when I think of you only
Just two up two down


No Kim today, my love has gone away
The mailbox stands forlorn, a symbol of the dawn
No Kim today, it seems a common sight
But people passing by don't know the reason why


How could they know just what this message means
The end of my hopes, the end of all my dreams
How could they know a palace there had been
Behind the door where my love reigned as queen


No Kim today, it wasn't always so
The company was gay, we'd turn night into day


But all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Oh all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Oh all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town



THANKS [NeverScape]Missing: </b>

Trying to figure just what exactly I want to do with my life........Ive lodged myself in my own little solitary niche......and now have the feeling of awakening and trying to break free of all that is familar and comfortable to me......I want some change in my life.....I want some closure.

Another friggin rainy day to force me to stay inside once again

Your witty verses amuses me......if it wasnt for your "fun hour" in the morning......Id be sad and lonely *pouts*............your like my surge of coffee in the morning.....both addictive and tempting

“Brave Sir Robin ran away, bravely ran away, away. When danger reared his ugly head, he bravely turned his tail and fled. Yes, brave Sir Robin turned about, he turned his tail, he chickened out. Bravely taking to his feet, he beat a very brave retreat. A brave retreat by Sir Robin.

[x] been drunk.
[ ] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[ ] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[ ] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[ x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] been to Europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling... (warehouse)
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had a car.
[x] drove.


Do you...
[x] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[x] think you're attractive.(sometimes)
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[x] wear eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color yellow.
[x] cyber.
[x] claim. (sometimes...ghehe)
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[ ] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.


Are you...
[x one wing] ugly.
[x] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[x] short.
[ ] tall.
[x] grounded.
[x] sick.
[x] lazy.
[x] talking to someone.
[x ] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[x] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[x] drinking something.
[x] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic. (NEVER!!! grrr put an x infront of it and hm die)

Divine Intervention

Maybe if you werent such an inconsiderate asshole.....you could get at least half the respect back from your family.... Please feel free to continue making everyone around you feel more alienated, and they can give a rats ass about what you have to say or think.......You make it so blaintently obvious that you could give a shit about theirs.

Whatever You Want

If you asked me to be there
I would do everything in my power to do so
If you needed a helping hand
Mine will always be outstretched
If you wanted some soothing words
I would spill my heart out
Whatever you want dear
I would give it to you
Anything to make you happy
Just to be able to savor your smile
That beautiful, pure smile
That melts my heart