Wow. So this is what it feels like. I've got the role of a lifetime--in school, of all places--a role that will mean something. I'm representing every rape victim's most deep-seated rage and wish: to get that bastard in a locked room for just 5 minutes.
I am more terrified right now than I have quite possibly been in my whole life.
I can't sit still. My stomach is this pit of nerves and doubts about my ability to do this as well as it deserves and NEEDS. The cast is phenomenal, I'm opposite a good friend of mine who I know will take it where it needs to go and I'm comfortable enough with him to go there as well. The other ladies are geniuses on the stage.
I'm so elated, so honored, so ready to do something this meaningful and important...an
I am so fucking honored to be doing this. But this will be the biggest artistic challenge of my life. I think I'm ready. But, I'm gonna need help.
So, my Japanese Sister (my exchange student for our school's exchange program) is gone--they left this morning. :( But, our school's talking about getting a program together to let us visit Tokyo for 2 weeks in the beginning of May after school ends. :-D I'd LOVE to go. I'd get to stay with Eri, meet her family and friends. It'd be such an amazing experience...b
*sigh* Why's all the cool stuff in the world gotta be expensive? :)
You ever have a little ephiphany about something that was seemingly so simple, something that you thought you had completely figured out?
That's what acting is all about. All the little ephiphanies. :)
It's a good day.
Sometimes, I'm afraid that I scare people...It's completely unintentional, and it's usually because I care a little too much about other people's feelings, to the point of ignoring my own...
Well, that was enough Freud for one day. At least I didn't talk about sex or my mother. :)
I'm so sick and tired of ignorant, hateful people making gross generalization