For the last few weeks I've been going to my Catholic church. The more I go the more I realize I am making a good decision with Wicca. At first I didn't want to tottally leave the religion I was born, baptized, had 1st Holy Communion and Confirmation, it just doesn't make sense to me anymore. everything is just the same. 
I believe with Wicca one has the opportunity to grow as an individual and learn learn learn. I feel the Judeo-Christian God is a little hypocritical saying "love thy neighbor" and then saying something else entirely. **Shrug** what can you do??? I feel if you go on a journey on your own you will get more out of life, and you will better yourself as a person.

The last few days have been quite dull. My dad is visiting us from Idaho and we've been planting flowers and trees all day. **it feels good to work in the dirt** The only problem is my big belly that's in the way.. grrrr. I just don't like squirrels because they like to dig up our work. piss on 'em lol...j/k 
I went to the Endocronologist on Wednesday and she did a series of tests on me. I swear she could have choked me! haha. I've been on medication for the last 10 years but my dosage hasn't changed since I was 11. So, since I'm pregnant she decided to up my meds from 2 vitamin d's a day to 3. But I had taken some lab tests and she wants meto go back to 2 Vitamin d's a day. I is soooo confoosed!!!! LoL. **grin** Can't think of anymore news.

The last week has been hectic. While my mother was out of town in Cancun....I was staying at my cousins house one night helping her watch my neices and nephews. (2 boys and a girl). While I was there I was trying to develope my character, but kept getting inturrupted....."Auntie Censia what are you doing???" or they'd ask me to play with them, *Slaps forehead* oi! hehe. 
I've added a few more details to her description but I just need someone to draw her for me *Grrrrrr* I am NOT an artist well...I am....just as a musician. The strange thing about my charachter her name is Teraeza but she resembles me a little bit but we're two totally different people. She was also my dungeons and dragons character last year when we had a HUGE campaign going at Yellowstone this last summer *I worked there...it was fun* she got soooo powerful my fellow mates were terrified. hehe well that's it for now. see yall.