So, this one time, I met this girl. And she was amazing. Every thing I ever wanted in a potential relationship was in her. And I fell in love with her. We dated for almost eight months. And then she dumped me. She said she thought she couldn't trust me, and that she couldn't take it. So this brought me into a whirlwind of depression, upon which I already had more than I wanted. It's been seven weeks or so since she broke up with me, and I still can't get over her. But she has another boyfriend, whom she has liked and did like throughout the entire time we were dating, and she told/promised me she wouldn't date him, and also because they are just friends, and she said it would be akward. Ever wonder why people you love can be such fucking liars and it pisses you off so much to an extent that you just wanna go and kill them? I have. I love her so much, but she pisses me off so much that I just wanna kill her, god. I never wanted this to happen.. but it did. And I am paying for it.. Grrrreat.


</3 Amanda