Heylo! I am Amanda. I am a bisexual teenager, who is currently single and hating it. I am in love with a lot of rock music, and I crave on individuality. I hate being part of a crowd. The more creative you are, the more I will probably like you. :D



Oh, and I don't care what you think of me, because I am me, so fuck off if you don't like it.

If you look in my interests, it says Poetry/writing. I love to write poetry. It's basically my passion.

"Just Look Up"
By - Amanda Churchin

Dirt on my knees
As tears stream down my wretched face
Hands clasped together
Begging for you

As rocks dig into my legs
And blood lightly spills onto the ground
My voice becomes hoarse
Against your beautiful angelic one

I gasp for breathe
As you fall before me
Grasping my hands
And crying yourself

"Just look up
Look at me
And take me all in
All my emotions

All the feelings I have given you
And all the pain I have endured from your words
Have brought me to my lowest
I am the weakest of all right now

So please babe, just look up
Look at me
For it's all I want you to see"
A silent whisper

Barely above the wind
I say
"I can't look up
For when I do, I am dead in your eyes."


"Attention From Fallen Angels"
By: Amanda Churchin

The wings were broken
A sign sent from Heaven
Something has gone terribly wrong
She slowly runs away, afraid for the Angels

She sees them everywhere
Signs that tell her everything
She has fallen
And she needs her loves attention

She started to run
Afraid for everything
It gets so dark
The brightness of Angels lighting her way

They rise so gracefully
But graceful is in the eye of the beholder
For she was so scared for her life
And run far away did she attempt to do

Swaying back and forth
The girl falls
Everything in life slows down
All the attention is given as they tear at her flesh

Is this what she wanted?
I don't believe so
But as her flesh is ripped to pieces
She screams

I GOT MY ATTENTION. MY ATTENTION FROM FALLEN ANGELS.

Her last breath was done.
The Angels have done their deeds.
They clean themselves
And drift upwards awaiting the next victim.

"Meaning"
By: Amanda Churchin

My sleepless nights
Dreaming about you
Everyone turns out the lights
Do you honestly have no clue?

My suffering goes on
My pain cuts me deeper.
My soul slowly slips away
I hope to fall into a neverending sleep.

My life had a meaning
It left when you did
Your back turned one day
And my meaning went with you

I needed a new reason to live
A meaning to go on
If someone shows up
I know they will be too late

Blackness slowly engulfs my eyesight.
My skin quickly grows cold and dark.
Blinking lights are slowly fading.
I knew they would come.

As I slip away, quicker than I thought
I quietly whisper
It's too late
My meaning is gone.


That's it. Only three. Now for music. :D

My favorite bands are..

Marilyn Manson
Deadstar Assembly
SOURpuppet
Type O Negative
From Autumn To Ashes
From First To Last
Nirvana
Crossfade
Breaking Benjamin
Silverchair
My Chemical Romance
The Killers
The Used
Mindless Self Indulgence
NoFX
Anti-Flag
Descendents
The Mars Volta
Matchbook Romance
KoRn
Insane Clown Posse
Alkaline Trio
Eve 6
Mest
Beastie Boys
Tacking Back Sunday
Thursday
FInch
HIM
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Green Day
Eiffel 65
Savage Garden
The Volunteers
Pray For The Soul Of Betty
Hot Action Cop
bowling For Soup
Powerman 5000
Brand New
Hanson (Leave me alone.)
N*SYNC (Once again, leave me alone.)
Backstreet Boys (Again, leave me alone.)
blink182 (R.I.P)
Less Than Jake
All American Rejects
The Ataris
P.O.D.
Gwen Stefani
No Doubt
Bright Eyes
Coheed and Cambria


That's not even the beginning....

My favorite song ever is "Short Stories With Tragic Endings" by From Autumn To Ashes. It's nine minutes long, but oh well.

I also have a weird obsession with learning about Jack The Ripper and vampires. I am fasicinated by both of those subjects a lot more than I should.. but I could sit here and talk to you for.. hours probably on Jack The Ripper..and vampires just fasicinate me all together.. just.. everything about them.


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