[merihevonen]'s diary
Nirvana - been a son
She should have stayed away from friends
She should have had more time to spend
She should have died when she was born
She should have worn a crown of thorns
She should have been, been a son
She should have been, been a son
She should have been, been a son
She should have been, been a son
She should have stood out in the crowd
She should have made her mother proud
She should have fallen on her stance
She should have had another chance
She should have been, been a son
She should have been, been a son
She should have been, been a son
She should have been, been a son
She should have stayed away from friends
She should have had more time to spend
She should have died when she was born
She should have worn a crown of thorns
She should have been, been a son
She should have been, been a son
She should have been, been a son
She should have been, been a son
"the censorship of my skin
is screaming inside and from within
there's no room in this world for a girl like me
and place around there where i fit in"
- manic street preachers: Born a girl
ARTHUR: Old woman!
DENNIS: Man!
ARTHUR: Man, sorry. What knight lives in that castle over there?
DENNIS: I'm thirty seven.
ARTHUR: What?
DENNIS: I'm thirty seven -- I'm not old!
ARTHUR: Well, I can't just call you `Man'.
DENNIS: Well, you could say `Dennis'.
ARTHUR: Well, I didn't know you were called `Dennis.'
DENNIS: Well, you didn't bother to find out, did you?
ARTHUR: I did say sorry about the `old woman,' but from the behind you looked--
DENNIS: What I object to is you automatically treat me like an inferior!
ARTHUR: Well, I AM king...
DENNIS: Oh king, eh, very nice. An' how'd you get that, eh? By exploitin' the workers -- by 'angin' on to outdated imperialist dogma which perpetuates the economic an' social differences in our society! If there's ever going to be any progress--
WOMAN: Dennis, there's some lovely filth down here. Oh -- how d'you do?
ARTHUR: How do you do, good lady. I am Arthur, King of the Britons. Who's castle is that?
WOMAN: King of the who?
ARTHUR: The Britons.
WOMAN: Who are the Britons?
ARTHUR: Well, we all are. we're all Britons and I am your king.
WOMAN: I didn't know we had a king. I thought we were an autonomous collective.
DENNIS: You're fooling yourself. We're living in a dictatorship. A self-perpetuat
WOMAN: Oh there you go, bringing class into it again.
DENNIS: That's what it's all about if only people would--
ARTHUR: Please, please good people. I am in haste. Who lives in that castle?
WOMAN: No one live there.
ARTHUR: Then who is your lord?
WOMAN: We don't have a lord.
ARTHUR: What?
DENNIS: I told you. We're an anarcho-syndic
ARTHUR: Yes.
DENNIS: But all the decision of that officer have to be ratified at a special biweekly meeting.
ARTHUR: Yes, I see.
DENNIS: By a simple majority in the case of purely internal affairs,--
ARTHUR: Be quiet!
DENNIS: --but by a two-thirds majority in the case of more--
ARTHUR: Be quiet! I order you to be quiet!
WOMAN: Order, eh -- who does he think he is?
ARTHUR: I am your king!
WOMAN: Well, I didn't vote for you.
ARTHUR: You don't vote for kings.
WOMAN: Well, 'ow did you become king then?
ARTHUR: The Lady of the Lake, [angels sing] her arm clad in the purest shimmering samite, held aloft Excalibur from the bosom of the water signifying by Divine Providence that I, Arthur, was to carry Excalibur. [singing stops] That is why I am your king!
DENNIS: Listen -- strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is no basis for a system of government. Supreme executive power derives from a mandate from the masses, not from some farcical aquatic ceremony.
ARTHUR: Be quiet!
DENNIS: Well you can't expect to wield supreme executive power just 'cause some watery tart threw a sword at you!
ARTHUR: Shut up!
DENNIS: I mean, if I went around sayin' I was an empereror just because some moistened bint had lobbed a scimitar at me they'd put me away!
ARTHUR: Shut up! Will you shut up!
DENNIS: Ah, now we see the violence inherent in the system.
ARTHUR: Shut up!
DENNIS: Oh! Come and see the violence inherent in the system! HELP! HELP! I'm being repressed!
ARTHUR: Bloody peasant!
DENNIS: Oh, what a give away. Did you hear that, did you here that, eh? That's what I'm on about -- did you see him repressing me, you saw it didn't you?
things I want to do before I die
-make atleast one person happy
-get a real live hug
-sit alone on a beach or forest with someone
-travel (Tibet, Iceland, Ireland, Canada, Tampa, Scandinavia, England, some Baltic sea country, Scotland....)
-find the words..
-go see her after graduation
"All the interesting people are going to hell..."
i'm reading this Hannibal and Clarice fanfiction and their daughter said that sentence. >_>
I can't believe it's been a one year now already!!
we've known each other for one year now. to the date.from june 8th 2005 .... till now... :D
exactly a year ago, shay first messaged me and since then i've had her as my friend. ^^___^^
heh heh heh... >_-<
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"But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams."
--W.B. Yeatshttp://video.g
Awesomeness *grins widely*
http://en.wiki
Must. Play. World. of. Warcraft.
Also check out the page of [Vader] who is the boy in the video :D
"One girl is worth more than twenty boys."
- Peter Pan
"The wisdom of the wise, and the experience of ages, may be preserved by quotations."
-Isaac D'Israeli
"The heart has its reasons which reason knows nothing of."
-Blaise Pascal
"It's choice - not chance - that determines your destiny."
-Jean Nidetch
"Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved."
-Victor Hugo
"It is impossible to go through life without trust: That is to be imprisoned in the worst cell of all, oneself."
-Graham Greene
"I not only use all the brains that I have, but all that I can borrow."
-Woodrow Wilson
"Love the moment. Flowers grow out of dark moments. Therefore, each moment is vital. It affects the whole. Life is a succession of such moments and to live each, is to succeed."
-Corita Kent
"Only passions, great passions, can elevate the soul to great things."
-Denis Diderot
"Those who bring sunshine into the lives of others, cannot keep it from themselves."
-James M. Barrie
"The secret of life is to appreciate the pleasure of being terribly, terribly deceived."
-Oscar Wilde
"Hold a true friend with both hands."
-Nigerian Proverb
"My future starts when I wake up every morning... Every day I find something creative to do with my life."
-Miles Davis
"If you want to catch something, running after it isn't always the best way."
-Lois McMaster Bujold
"The difference between fiction and reality? Fiction has to make sense."
-Tom Clancy
“I must create a system, or be enslaved by another man's.”
-William Blake
“Jealousy is all the fun you think they had.”
-Erica Jong
"A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing."
-George Bernard Shaw
"Everything has got a moral if you can only find it."
-Lewis Carroll
"A hero is no braver than an ordinary man, but he is braver five minutes longer."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
"That's what music is entertainment. The more you put yourself into it, the more of you comes out in it."
-Kurt Cobain
"Do you know what friendship is... it is to be brother and sister; two souls which touch without mingling, two fingers on one hand."
-Victor Hugo
"Give me where to stand, and I will move the earth."
-Archimedes
"It's a shallow life that doesn't give a person a few scars."
-Garrison Keillor
"I'm gonna put a curse on you and all your kids will be born completely naked."
-Jimi Hendrix
"It is a miracle that curiosity survives formal education."
-Albert Einstein
"As filmmakers, we can show where a person's mind goes, as opposed to theater, which is more to sit back and watch it."
-Darren Aronofsky
"The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference."
-Elie Wiesel
"An actor must interpret life, and in order to do so must be willing to accept all the experiences life has to offer. In fact, he must seek out more of life than life puts at his feet."
-James Dean
"First they came for the Jews. I was silent. I was not a Jew. Then they came for the Communists. I was silent. I was not a Communist. Then they came for the trade unionists. I was silent. I was not a trade unionist. Then they came for me. There was no one left to speak for me."
-Martin Niemöller
"Don't gain the world and lose your soul, 'cause wisdom is better than silver and gold."
-Bob Marley
"You see things; and you say, "Why?" But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"
-George Bernard Shaw
"Every human is an artist. The dream of your life is to make beautiful art."
-don Miguel Ruiz
"I am not in this world to live up to other people's expectations, nor do I feel that the world must live up to mine."
-Fritz Perls
"I think my whole generation's mission is to kill the cliche."
-Beck
"...when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth."
-Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
"Time spent with cats is never wasted."
-Colette
"The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man perfected without trials."
-Chinese Proverb
"I'd rather have a free bottle in front of me than a prefrontal lobotomy."
-Tom Waits
"To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved."
-George MacDonald
"I see two retarded political parties in our country that don't represent the masses."
-Glenn Danzig
"You've got to be original, because if you're like someone else, what do they need you for?"
-Bernadette Peters
"I love acting. It is so much more real than life."
-Oscar Wilde
"The trouble with most people is that they think with their hopes or fears or wishes rather than with their minds."
-Will Durant
"I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there."
-Herb Caen
"The way I feel about music is that there is no right and wrong. Only true and false."
-Fiona Apple
"Style is knowing who you are, what you want to say and not giving a damn."
-Gore Vidal
"We know what we are, but know not what we may be."
-William Shakespeare
"Truth has beauty, power and necessity."
-Sylvia Ashton-Warner
"Dreams are like rainbows. Only idiots chase them."
-[Daemon SaDiablo]
"Much unhappiness has come into this world because of things left unsaid."
-F. M. Dostoyevski
Just a memory note for myself:
And ask about Janne if you can download WoW from him. >__>
Adn if this happens, learn netpeak/1337! OMG! ..... it'll be the end of thee world as we know it...
and try not to be so grumpy to your friends all the time...
This is what a typical Kent fan looks like. >__<
Written about Wednesday 2006-05-31
Written: (6751 days ago)
I messed up my philosophy test today... I mean, it went completely wrong... I couldn't remember anything.
The things I had studied weren't in it.... agh...
So i'm rather mad at myself at the moment due to that.
Written about Tuesday 2006-05-30
Written: (6753 days ago)
Long story short, I had to get naked and carry him to the water and getting my entire body icecold
since the water was exactly what I thought; cold like hell. Don't let the sun shining to the water fool you, it was cold.
>__< hehh hehh.. but let's not make fun of my darling Petelius, i was scared to go the water as well... >__>
I wish the tide would just come and sink me...
Written about Thursday 2006-05-25
Written: (6758 days ago)
just something that [Morningstar Rising] did for me. thank you.
the original picture can be found from the adventures... ----> heidi's adventures
Written about Tuesday 2006-05-23
Written: (6760 days ago)
I'm never enough...
Written about Monday 2006-05-22
Written: (6760 days ago)
"With so much love around you
I just wish you'd love youself"