urk och bläh! XD

So I found out today that my grandmother Milka has leukemia and osteoporosis....
so i'm going to see her tomorrow with Janne, I heard that she's in pretty bad shape..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AUuKNk7hH88&search=the%20sinner%20in%20me

If I could just hide
The sinner inside
And keep him denied
How sweet life would be
If I could be free
From the sinner in me

I'll never be a saint
That's not a picture that your memory paints
Not renowned for my patience
I'm not renowned for my restraint
But you're always around
You can always be found
To pick me up when I'm on the ground

If I could just hide
The sinner inside
And keep him denied
How sweet life would be
If I could be free
From the sinner in me

I'm still recovering
Still getting over all the suffering
More known for my anger
Than for any other thing
But you've always tried
To be by my side
And catch my fall when I start to slide

If I could just hide
The sinner inside
And keep him denied
How sweet life would be
If I could be free
From the sinner in me

helan gär XD

i saw ina today. last time we met was on Vappu I think..
we went to this fleamarket at Hietaniemi... Sun was shining brightly, not much to say. it was pretty crowded.
well, i bought Pretenders' Greatest hits cd, it cost 6 euros but it was worth it.


and then we went back to the central railway station and i bought Kent's Vergligen and Hagnesta Hill wooo with only 15 euros... ^^

and then she left back to Sipoo. :/ Hmphthh. 

and I acted like a completely dork with her.. >_>



next time she's coming back to Helsinki she'll come here, yey

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZMKCLyhBBwI&search=palin XD

"I don't attack people on their beliefs...I challenge them." -[Doormat]

My earache has stopped almost completely... yey
and my toothache as well.

and I still have one free movie ticket to use. got to think what, not really many good movies playing in the theaters nowadays..

Nowadays it's rare to see me even smile anymore.


Funny how things change..

Kun maa loppuu jalkojesi alta, opettele lentämään.
- [Dory]

translation:
when the ground stops from beneath your feet, learn to fly.


Life was created for people like me only
- [iippo]

Someting mindblowing has happened!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caffeine#Effects_of_caffeine


all I can say is...
Woo.


All hail Wikipedia.



Too bad I've found another addiction already: Battery. And it has caffeine in it ;)
(*shameless advertising* http://www.batterydrink.com/flash.html )
or else I could start drinking coffee again. >.>

"you have a gift of making people feel better about themselves and about their life and other people.."
- ashley


i went to elfpack and read some old messages from ashley to me, feeling alone...

So I went to see Silent Hill today with Mari...

Well. After 30 minutes of the film I wanted to leave the theater...
Well, I'll just say that during the rest of the film I spent watching the movie covering my eyes and ears...


I hate horror movies...
I don't know what I was thinking when I decided to see the movie.
Stop me if I ever say I'm seeing a horror movie ever again.



And after the movie Mari and I walked to the park of Kaisaniemi and there was this annual free concert going on.
Mari wanted to see Värttinä.. Well, they're sort of a Finnish folk music group or something..
Not really my kind of music, but Mari liked them so.. I ruined my earhearing for the rest of my life because of her.
We were so close to the stage, I swear my ears still ring due to it.


it's now 9 pm. Now I'm going to sleep. I feel like a zombie. I've been up since 4-5 am.
I cleaned my room in the afternoon trying to stay awake...


So this is enough you'll get from me. Night.