I wanna fall in love tonight...
Here's just something I wrote whilst being very bored in Health class. WARNING: EXTREME RANT!!!
All around me is the same thing. Hallways of false rebellion and hair dye and anorexia. Don't these kids realize how lucky they are? So what that Daddy or Mother doesn't pay enough attention to you? At least you're not dying of AIDS and starvation in an African desert. I bet that none of them have ever gone without food because their parents couldn't afford it. I know I haven't. I've always had food on my table and love in my home. It's a safe bet that 90% of them have, too. Don't they feel anything? Don't they have any compassion at all? I can't imagine that they do.
Go ahead, then. Clog your arteries with slaughtered, rotting flesh. Be my guest. Swallow at your own risk. Jack up your mind with sugar and stimulants. Convince yourself that it's normal because you're a teenager. Give me a break. Since when was eating another living creature considered normal? Oh well, you're invincible as long as you play sports.
I really want to go take a shower and wash away the troubles of this day. I'm feeling rather distressed over the amount of homework I have in American Political Science. Honestly, the class I care the LEAST about is the one I must do the most work for. Why even study American culture? I plan to leave America as soon as college is through anyway (I'm not running from America's problems, I just don't really like the scenery).
OH my gosh, the Ramones suck so badly! I mean, honestly, they sing about stupid trivial stuff. What kind of punk music is that? In my humble opinion, punk music should have a message. Now the Sex Pistols...ther
ANIMAL CRUELTY SUCKS!!!!
ooooh! i made a delicious fruit salad type deal today. it had apples, bananas, strawberries, blueberries, green grapes, and purple grapes. SOOOO good. i ate that while my dad ate a double cheeseburger from my uncle's butchery. he was like "you know, i think my meal's a bit healthier". silly little man. guess what...he's quitting tobacco! yay for him!! (although now he's a total spazoid that can't sit still)
"Wish You Were Here"--Incubus
I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy...happy
I wish you were here
I lay my head into the sand
The sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it
I'm counting UFO's
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment I am happy...happy
I wish you were here
The world's a roller coaster and I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care but my hands are busy in the air
oh wow. i just found out last night that the movie Titus was almost rated NC-17. they made the director (Julie Taymor) cut short this Roman orgy scene. anyway, once she did that, the movie could be R. however, they didn't seem to mind the "people pies" that Titus made out of the blood/bones of Tamora's sons and fed to her.
society is so messed up. it's like violence is acceptable, but sex is still so taboo. in my opinion violence is way more disgusting than a harmless sex scene. it's like "get over it, you're a grown up." i dont understand why we dont sensor violence the way we do sex (dont get me wrong, id rather not see either one). anyone else confused?
i just used the new eco and animal friendly face wash that i got at the health place. it is amazing! my face feels cleaner now than it ever did with those animal-ridden products slathered on. everyone should try buying animal free face wash, it works!
ill always have a place for you in my heart...
im ready to let the rivers wash over me...
ya know what, just go to my blogger. there's a link on my house page because im too lazy to put one in here as well. have a lovely day.
I stayed up all night contemplating the world and vegetarianism. I don't know why meat eaters can't understand this: we're not trying to convert the world. Vegetarianism, at least for me, is a very personal, internal choice. I couldn't bare to look in the eyes of an animal if I was an omnivore.
I've been listening to Tracy Chapman for about three hours straight. I think anyone concerned with environmental or social problems should listen to her. She's got cool music with a message.
Man, I wish I could go downstairs and do the early morning yoga show, but my stupid stepdad is down there. He migrates downstairs at like 4 am and sleeps on the couch. what the frick? so so so annoying!!!!!!
yay for yoga!
5 am yoga left me feeling like jelly, especially since i was doing it on 2 and 1/2 hours of sleep. watched informercials and then i slept until 12:45 (gasp). now im awake and ready to defend veggies everywhere.
Today was boring. I love the "I love the 80's" show on VH1. I watched like three of the episodes today. I did a little bit of yoga. I was so surprised, but I convinced my dad to get up and do yoga with me tomorrow at 5 am. Yay!
LAYER ONE
-- Name: Kirsten
-- Nickname: Kirsti
-- Birthdate: September 1, 1990
-- Birthplace: Decatur, Illinois
-- Current location: umm...dumb question
-- Eye color: hazel
-- Hair color: brown
-- Height: 5’8’’
-- Righty or lefty: righty
LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: let's see...English, Irish, Italian, Norwegian, pretty much everything except Asian
-- The shoes you wore today: I don't like shoes
-- Your weakness: food and artwork
-- Your fears: a dictator that eats beef
-- perfect pizza: mushrooms and black olives, no cheese
-- Goal you'd like to achieve work at a national park
LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: like
-- Your thoughts first waking up: I'm tired
-- Your best physical feature: uhhhh...my big toe
-- Your bedtime: whenever
--most missed memory: dancing to the Spice Girls on my grandma's front porch
LAYER FOUR
-- Soda: hate it
-- Fast food joint: hate it more than soda
-- Single or group dates: I don't really dig dates
-- Adidas or Nike: neither (besides, Adidas is cruel to animals)
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: neither...it's bad for you
LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: eww no...i probably already have lung cancer from second hand thank you
-- swear: never
-- Sing: all the time
-- Take a shower every day: usually
-- have a crush: not right now
-- Do you think you've been in love: not the real deal
-- Want to go to college: definately
-- Like high school: not really...fasci
-- Want to get married: someday I hope
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- think ur attractive: I try to be humble
-- Think you're a health freak: compared to other teens, yes
-- Get along with your parents: not great, but okay
-- Like thunderstorms: for sure
-- Play an instrument: I used to play trombone
LAYER SIX
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: uh heck no
-- Smoked: no way
-- Done a drug: why do you even need to ask? of course not
-- Had sex: I'm saving myself for my husband
-- Made out: gross...no
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall: amazingly no
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: HEECCCKKK no
-- Eaten sushi: umm vegan!!
-- Been on stage: i dont think so
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: no
-- Gone skinny-dipping
-- Dyed your hair: again no
-- Stolen anything: of course not
LAYER SEVEN
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: heck no....i try to be a good Christian
-- Been thrashed or extremely intoxicated: of course not
-- Been caught doing something: like what? breathing?
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: not that i recall
-- Changed who you were to fit in: I don't want to fit in
LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: probably by 30
-- Numbers and names of children: doesn't really matter
--Describe your dream wedding: uhh...white roses, renaissance dress
-- How do you want to die: peacefully
-- Where do you want to go to college: University of Montana
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: as of now, a wildlife biologist
-- What country would you most like to visit: all of them
-- Who is your guardian/ most loved person: God, if that's an acceptable answer
LAYER NINE
In a guy...
-- Best eye color: maybe green, but im not shallow like that
-- Best hair color: again...not shallow, but something dark probably
-- Short or long hair: anything is okay
-- Height: taller than me
-- Best weight: who cares?
-- Best articles of clothing: it would be cool if he dressed like Charlie Chaplin or Buster Keaton
-- Best first date location: the woods...im such an earthchild
-- Best first kiss location: beside a flowing river at nighttime
LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: NONE
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: let's see: my mom, dad, sister, step-dad, Nikki, Caitlin, Sarah, Erin, Angie, Alison, Tim, Derek....the list goes on
-- Number of CDs that I own: tons...my one claim to commercialism
-- Number of piercings: don't believe in that barbaric custom
-- Number of tattoes: also don't believe in it
-- Number of times my name has appeard in the newspaper: quite a few
-- Number of scars on my body: a lot (evil enchilada!!)
summer, summer, summer. how i love thee.
i rode my bike a lot today and my butt hurts from it. i went to the library and on the bike trails by the high school. that was probably the most biking that i've done in many years. YOGA STARTS TOMORROW!!!
sarah's sleepover was sooo fun!!! yoga starts on tuesday and jazz starts on wednesday.....
have fun at green day, alison. i wasnt really a fat lard today, although i did break my juice fast to eat some peanuts....oh well, these things must be built up to gradually. maybe ill make it all day long tomorrow.... GOOD NEWS!! i went to barnes and noble...i bought two poetry books, a CD, and a dinosaur movie!!!