Hi I'm William's niece. I'm just using this to vent. Here goes.

Its almost christmas...I'm atheist, and i have to go to my grandmothers. and to top it off i cant even talk to my girlfriend. i'm so errked and pissed its unreal. .im mean honestly how cruel and heartless do you have to be to ground your daughter from the phone this close to christmas?? (shes grounded not me) i mean who does that???

Okay well for anyone who actually read this sorry for wasting your time. bye now.

I slit my throat.
Did you notice i feel silent?
I know you did.
When you walk away
the light in my life disappears with you
You see my love and dedication to you now?
It will never end.
Ever.
My love, i cant get over you
I fall in love over and over
every time i see your face,
I fall in love.
This i have to say to you
Stay Gold. Just Stay Gold.

Love you always Tara.

Your Beloved William. *chuu*

I feel dead inside
I dont like this feeling.
I need her.
Do you think i'm too dependent?
I want her.
Stupid collage.