aghhhhhhhhhhh!!!! the shop that my mam works at is getting rid of tonnes of stuff! they're getting rid of household, childrens, teen stuff, lingerie (i think thats how it's spelt!) all they're keeping is womens wear! i buy all my clothes from there!! and i get discounts cos my mam works there! and my mam thinks that if the shop doesn't do well after it's changed that they'll just close it down!! that means she'll lose her job!!!!!!!

i would start moaning and complaining about how the group is spliting up but whats the point!?!? it would make no difference at all! you all know how to sort this mess out how are we going to help mrs steel and be mentors when we're at each others throats all the time? and if we're not doing that we're bitching! it's getting pathetic now

its very hot today! my little sister begged my dad until he brought out the paddiling pool :P

I'VE DYED MY HAIR!!!! and more importantly it worked this time! lol! its not shockingly different just darker. for those of you who dont know it used to be sort of light brown with sort of blondie streaks but now its dark brown! yey! im so happy with how it turned out! :)

i changed my name people! for anyone whos confused i was tragic_tears

ITS MY BIRTHDAY! im soooo totally hyper! and i havent stopped smiling all day! my friends are so great and most of them got me presents and they all signed a card that cat made! thank you!!

whooo! its my birthday tommorrow! very hyper! :P

just did work experience! it was brilliant! i had a great time and got some chocs at the end as a thank you! and i was off today cos of that enterprise thingee and tommorrow the schools on strike! so i dont have to go in then either! yey!

feel ill today! :( i'll have to go make myself some hot choclate!

Beautiful Rose

Beautiful rose
You light up the room
With your laughter
And your smile that’s so artificial
With hair as dark as the nights sky
And lips as red as blood
Your pretty face hides
The pain you feel inside

Beautiful rose
Why do you cry at night?
Is it because your friends can’t fill
The dark hole inside
Where he used to be
But he walked away
And left you here
In this mess

Beautiful rose
Why do you seem so numb?
Unable to feel
The pain of your wounds
Small in comparison
To the agony inside
The gaping chasm in your heart
Where he used to be
You’d give anything
For the chance to see him again
His beautiful face
That lights up your world
Now everything is dark
Without his presence

Beautiful rose
Why don’t you move on?
He’s not good enough for someone like you
And it wasn’t your fault
That you alone
Weren’t enough to satisfy him
Next time you’ll know
That every beautiful rose
Has hidden thorns 

we had a free lesson in science recently so i sat and drew this little rose and when i got home i wrote a poem to go with it!

have you allways been mad cat or is this just a phase! christmas is brilliant!

ahhhhh! i hav til the 16th to finish my H+Sc coursework!

becca HOW did you find out my password! ill get u back mind!

i changed my house! go see people!

*stands around a small bonfire* la la la burn all coursework la la la!

i am sooooo bored!! stupid health and social coursework! and i nearly lost my english folder in art! ah well ! i think ill just burn the coursework! bye!

h+sc is soooooooooo boring! sum1 pleez talk 2 me!

demis going out wit ian demis going out wit ian heehee! aaaaawwwwwwwwwwww!! its cute really! NOT!!

completely hyper!!!!!! im now having a food fight with [sequeena_rae] hahaha!!! she will never win!!

oh and 4 ne1 whos interested ive made up with all of my friends!! yey!

BECAUSE OF YOU- KELLY CLARKSON

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid


I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with


Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt


Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid


I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing


Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid


Because of you
Because of you

i LUV kelly clarkson!!!