moi feeding the swans! i was feeding ducks but the swans scared them away!

saw Pirates of the Carribean on holiday! it was brilliant!! jonny depp yum! :P

i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaccckkkk!!! yeyness ^^
had a great time!
the first day on the beach i got sunburn! :( but now i have a great tan! ...well on my tummy! xP i have candy rock for everones! ....well enough for ten peoples! hugs everyone!
also we left padstow at six drove all day had tea at 9:00 drove some more and i finally went to bed at 1:30! so i am knackered!

AGHHHHHHHHHHHH! SPIDER! KILL IT! oh no where'd it go! WHERE'D IT GO!!!!!!

Imaginary - Evanescence


I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they’re falling tell a story


[Chorus:]
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me


Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos- your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape


[Chorus:]


Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light


[Chorus:]

my dad has past all his exams with flying colours!!!! he is now officially an ot (ocupational therepist)!! WHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[YOUR...]
:x: birthday =march 30th 1991
:x: age = 15
:x: shoe size = 5
:x: hair color = brown
:x: school = Stanley School of Technology
[NUMBER...]
:x: of siblings = 1
:x: of pets = none anymore
:x: of shoes = 4
:x: of piercings = ears thats 2 isn't it?
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = don't know...
:x: of people I consider my enemies? = i don't like a few people but they're not my enemies
:x: of scars on my body? = A few
[DO...]
:x: you have a crush on someone = hell yeah!
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = maybe..
:x: you think about suicide = ...
:x: others find you attractive = yes
:x: you want more piercings = Yes
:x: you drink = No
:x: you do drugs = No
:x: you smoke = No
:x: you like cleaning = No way!
:x: you like roller coasters = i've only ever been on one
:x: you write in cursive or print =0.o
[FAVORITE...]
:x: food = everything!!!
:x: thing to do = Talk to friends, go out with friends, annoy friends!
:x: thing to talk about = anything
:x: sports = netball i'm not very good though
:x: drinks = coke
:x: clothes = my jeans
:x: movie = ooh i have lots
:x: word = i have no idea
:x: nickname = just emma
:x: colour = blue...i think!
:x: flower = unsure maybe a forget me not
:x: actor/ress = jonny depp
[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
:x: funny = a bit
:x: friendly = Yup! ^^
:x: amusing = not sure
:x: lovable = dunno
:x: caring = Yup!
:x: sweet = Yeah
:x: dorky = totally
:x: ditzy = a bit
:x: smart = can be but then i do something really stupid
:x: understanding = Yes
:x: entertaining= Yes
[HAVE YOU EVER...]
:x: Hurt yourself?: not on purpose
:x: Burped?: wtf?
:x: Been bitchy: alot! which i apologise for
:x: Used drugs?: Nope
:x: Had sex?: No
:x: Slept outdoors?: in a tent with a thick sleeping bag!
:x: Thought about suicide?:...
:x: Gone one day without food?: almost once
:x: Killed someone?: No
:x: Kissed the same sex?: No
:x: Been betrayed?: probably
:x: Had a dream that came true?: i don't think so unless becky has been eaten by a black labrador!
:x: Met a famous person?: No
:x: Stolen anything?: nope

i was bored so i "borrowed" this! ^^

Him - Wings Of A Butterfly

Heaven Ablaze in our eyes
We're standin still in time
The Blood on our hands is the wine
We offer a Sacrifice.

C'mon and show
Let Me Love
Rip out the Wings of a Butterfly
For your soul
My Love
Rip out the Wings of a Butterfly
For your soul

This endless mercy mile
We're crawlin' side by side
With her freezing over in our eyes
gods kneel before our crime

C'mon and show


 

Let Me Love
Rip out the Wings of a Butterfly
For your soul
Rip out the Wings of a Butterfly
don't let go
Rip out the Wings of a Butterfly
For your soul

C'mon and show
Let Me Love
Rip out the Wings of a Butterfly
For your soul
My Love
Rip out the Wings of a Butterfly
for your soul
Rip out The Wings of a Butterfly
Don't let Go
Rip out the Wings of a Butterfly
For your soul

Rip out the Wings of a Butterfly
Don't let go
My love
Rip out the Wings of a Butterfly
For your soul

i know my friends like this band so i went on google found their website and they are definately a good band! ^^

TIME TO DANCE


Oh please, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor just for the attention.
That's just ridiculous... ly on. But she sure is going to get it (the attention and the bullets) here's the setting, fashion magazines line the walls, now the walls line the bullet holes.. yea you sure let her have it.

she didn't choose this role, but she'll play it and make it sincere, so you cry.
But they believe it from the tears and the teeth right down to the blood at her feet.
Boys will be boys, hiding in estrogens and Aubergine dreams.

Have some composure, and where is your posture?
oh no no! You're pulling the trigger all wrong.
Come on this is screaming photo op.
Give me envy
Flash
Give me malice
Flash
Give me attention
Flash
Give me...a break.
When I say shotgun you say wedding. Or whatever comes to mind.



i've just joined panic! at the disco lovers they are the best!!

aghhhhhhhhhhh!!!! the shop that my mam works at is getting rid of tonnes of stuff! they're getting rid of household, childrens, teen stuff, lingerie (i think thats how it's spelt!) all they're keeping is womens wear! i buy all my clothes from there!! and i get discounts cos my mam works there! and my mam thinks that if the shop doesn't do well after it's changed that they'll just close it down!! that means she'll lose her job!!!!!!!

i would start moaning and complaining about how the group is spliting up but whats the point!?!? it would make no difference at all! you all know how to sort this mess out how are we going to help mrs steel and be mentors when we're at each others throats all the time? and if we're not doing that we're bitching! it's getting pathetic now

its very hot today! my little sister begged my dad until he brought out the paddiling pool :P

I'VE DYED MY HAIR!!!! and more importantly it worked this time! lol! its not shockingly different just darker. for those of you who dont know it used to be sort of light brown with sort of blondie streaks but now its dark brown! yey! im so happy with how it turned out! :)

i changed my name people! for anyone whos confused i was tragic_tears

ITS MY BIRTHDAY! im soooo totally hyper! and i havent stopped smiling all day! my friends are so great and most of them got me presents and they all signed a card that cat made! thank you!!

whooo! its my birthday tommorrow! very hyper! :P

just did work experience! it was brilliant! i had a great time and got some chocs at the end as a thank you! and i was off today cos of that enterprise thingee and tommorrow the schools on strike! so i dont have to go in then either! yey!

feel ill today! :( i'll have to go make myself some hot choclate!

Beautiful Rose

Beautiful rose
You light up the room
With your laughter
And your smile that’s so artificial
With hair as dark as the nights sky
And lips as red as blood
Your pretty face hides
The pain you feel inside

Beautiful rose
Why do you cry at night?
Is it because your friends can’t fill
The dark hole inside
Where he used to be
But he walked away
And left you here
In this mess

Beautiful rose
Why do you seem so numb?
Unable to feel
The pain of your wounds
Small in comparison
To the agony inside
The gaping chasm in your heart
Where he used to be
You’d give anything
For the chance to see him again
His beautiful face
That lights up your world
Now everything is dark
Without his presence

Beautiful rose
Why don’t you move on?
He’s not good enough for someone like you
And it wasn’t your fault
That you alone
Weren’t enough to satisfy him
Next time you’ll know
That every beautiful rose
Has hidden thorns 

we had a free lesson in science recently so i sat and drew this little rose and when i got home i wrote a poem to go with it!

have you allways been mad cat or is this just a phase! christmas is brilliant!

ahhhhh! i hav til the 16th to finish my H+Sc coursework!