[Singing my own Song]'s diary
I love ma Auntie :D She is the best ever. She just came down and gave me a load of clothes! Bliss... :P
I would just like to say I hate the caravan more than ever now. I now have terrible sun burn on my back and it hurts! Considering my family have had to listen to me complain I thought it was only fair that everyone else should have to too 
OMG How fun was Harry Potter? Very!! lol
I had to much caffine as you can tell by my mood and I'm soooooo hyper!
And I was wearing heels so it looked like I was drunk
And I couldn't stop giggleing
And I can't spell giggling
And I lost my mind again
And I bought a new top
And I can't shut up heehee
Buh bye *waves madly*
Families are so fucked up
On a brighter note I've made an account at FictionPress.c
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This is the story I used for my English coursework and got an A- on
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This is the poem that I think most of you have read anyway
Please message me because I love to know what you think...and I'm really bored :D
Always take off your make up before going to bed or you wake up looking like a panda! xD
Have you ever drawn your friends and then realised the end product looks nothing like them?
And I look almost oriental.
Balls.
I don't think I should even attempt this in the future. :P
did you know scientists in Israel have created a featherless chicken by crossing a normal chicken with a breed which has a naturally bare neck? Well did you?
Here are some facts about chickens:
- featherless chickens cannot mate because they cannot flap their wings
- plucking normal chickens requires the use of large amounts of water
- featherless chickens are very vulnerable to temperature variations
- featherless chickens are more likely to suffer from sunburn
- air conditioning, to keep the temperature down, is needed for rearing normal chickens
- some of the food eaten by normal chickens goes into producing feathers.
Written about Monday 2007-04-02
Written: (6243 days ago)
*sings* I have half a wall lol
my room is almost finished and I hope to have a door by the time I get home
*sings again* I have a prom dress *prances round like an idiot*
this poem is so sad I was crying when I first read it
Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a ponytail, her favourite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her
Classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was
Why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all about a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for every one to meet.
Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their
daddy, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?" She heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be, since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone.
"Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart
I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart."
With that her little hand reached up to lie across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favourite dress.
And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her, doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star
And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far.
You see he is a Marine and died just this past year,
When a roadside bomb hit his convoy and taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away. "
And then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day.
And to her mother’s amazement, she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them, who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, by the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
Take the time...to live and love!
Until eternity. God bless
Written about Saturday 2007-01-13
Written: (6322 days ago)
*dances around excitedly* i have a place at new college durham!! woot! i just have to get 5 A-C grade GCSEs i am soo there!! *dances again*
as if it wasnt bad enough that i have a bloody headache i walked all the way home to find that mam wasnt in and i lost my keys! i had to walk back the way id came to the font school and get the keys off mam and then walk all the way back! my head hurts :(
OMG! my little cousin is soo cute!! xP you just want to pick him up and squeeze him!
my auntie finally came up from where ever she lives down south so we could see him although it did take a while to get my teddy back off him :D
i'll put up some pics as soon as dad loads them onto the computer
i have no idea what courses to take at college! >_<
im definately taking english literature and im thinking about taking history, art and design and maybe critical thinking
i dont know though *ish confused*
OMG my mam was messing around with the scissors and "pretended" to cut my hair and "accidently" cut it for real!
*mutters deathwish*
you dont touch the hair!
OMFG!! one of our neighbours billy shaw (the one with the crazy dog) has had his car SET ON FIRE at 3 in the morning!
my estate is getting worse! so far weve had
-a car engine blowing up
-billy shaws garage was on fire and then BLEW UP
-a house fire that killed two people
-someone broke into our garage
-car windows smashed
-a murder
-a rape
-ileagal immigrants
-and now this!
and the police are doing shit all! tis not good!
me swimming! for anyone who doesnt know that is unheard of for me cos i hate water!
i've no idea why i'm standing like that!
BBQ on the beach! nicole's squinting again!
ummm...i have no idea! :P
also i hope noone's expecting lots of lovely scenic pictures because i'm vain and i'll only be putting up pics of meee!
moi feeding the swans! i was feeding ducks but the swans scared them away!
saw Pirates of the Carribean on holiday! it was brilliant!! jonny depp yum! :P