One will have to wonder if one day the world will come to its senses concerning abortion, and actually react. Would it have the same stigma, people looking at abortion clinics like they do concentration camps? The concept is the same: buildings/area
There is a striking similarity that many people would want to overlook. They rationalize in this by claiming that they aren't sentient beings yet. But in effect, they still prevent life by killing that growth into life.
In another, someone odder comparison, that's like saying that destroying a $10 investment that would definately mature into a $1,000,000 is perfectly fine, because it is only $10. Think, people, and stop rationalizing.
Every time I remove that notice about no 'hi' messages, I am quickly reminded why I should have left it up >.<
Random people say 'hey', and expect me to start a conversation! It's like, they expect me to actually be social o.O
*is busy being very antisocial in terms of conversations*
So, yeh. People messaging me, unless you can find one of the rare topics I'm interested in (no, I'm not going to tell you them), expect interactions with me to be brief. I'm always glad to answer questions, but casual conversation isn't my thing.
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Not that anyone who simply writes 'hi' messages reads diary entries either, so my apologies for preaching to the choir here. View it more as a rant :P
~Caleb
My goodness ally writes a lot of diaries... hehe. *was just browsing randomly through them*
And a turn around from last post. In Utopia, we have a change of plans, and we're going to wave 6:45, and then see if we can handle 1:41. 6:45's a piece of cake; I got their CB's entirely with only one failed spell attempt.
The forums are just odd. More like a singular forum, despite the separate topics. It's supposed to be linear, with the topic only to hint at a change of discussion. See, once that was clear to me, the forums made lots more sense. They still stink compared to other forum systems, but I can deal with them now...
:/
I honestly hate the forums with all my heart. They are the evilest part of Elftown. I just finished reading the lengthiest thread on there by thread (some 130 posts), and since I read them by thread it didn't count them as read. Honestly! What is wrong with a simple thread-arrange
On the other hand, my Utopia KD looks to be shaping up, or will be shaped up after the next war. Until then, I get a wizard pump.
*ish now on the RPG Realm Council and GM, which would be good except now he has to deal with forums -.-*
After any halfways decent movie, I always feel compelled to write something interesting or thoughtful. Probably because a good movie must convey powerful emotion in order to engage the audience.
Well, tonight, I just wanted to point out that if you feel no emotions, you have no life. Emotions are the most sensitive parts of ourselves, more personal than events that go on around us, even more sensitive than our five senses. If you have no connection with emotions, you cannot say you are even experiencing your life. Now I understand how people can be bitter and ruthless; those who kill their emotions are as good as dead. Yet they lack the respite of death, whether it be eternal sleep, unending nothingness, or life in another dimension. They are barred from what should come, and are forced to be living dead, feeling no connection to the world, and thus experiencing nothing. They are to be pitied, yet feared as well, for they are the type that have no pity or mercy, or even obey the laws of humanity. Why should they, when they are as good as dead?
Emotions keep people sane, humane, and living strong. Yet, powerful ones can drive people to extremes as well. However, they can still be said to be living, and are a good deal better off than the emotionally dead.
Life filled with emotion is a good one, and will bear good memories for the afterlife or old age. A life filled with simple memories will fade into fact and be dismissed as unimportant. A whole life, wasted. Keep your emotions strong.
(By the way, the movie I watched was The Terminator, for any who were curious.)
~Caleb
Ugh. Bad day. Extreme homework load, lots of important stuff tomorrow. Dead tired, got up really tired, worked my head off today, still didn't finish. Not in a good mood :P
On the other hand, in light of my recent decision that my sole perspective is limited, I'm now open to hear any criticisms of me that any of my friends have to say. This is your chance to tell me what's wrong with me, so send me a message. *ish looking for constructive criticism, or in fact any criticism, so as to be better in the perspective of everyone else*
On another hand (back to the first one, in case it wasn't clear that I didn't have three hands), Mithias is my new friend, and he is working on building a new ET-like community soley for RPers, which I plan on joining/crewin
*points and laughs at the statement and those who say, "I hate racists!"*
No explanation needed, I think :)
Tis the 15th, and this entry is to give tribute to She who shares my birthday and was assumed into heaven on this day, many years ago, the divine Mother Mary. Stories tell that she was perfect and flawless, completely obedient and submissive, the perfect servant of God. Of course, stories are flawed, but in light of this particular subject, she being the Mother of God, I will believe it is true. She is a role model often overlooked, with people eager to point at Jesus, or Peter, or more current saints. Yet, Jesus' sacrifice was superhuman, something that we, even if we wanted to, could not do. None of us could die and free souls in Hell, while granting pardon to the world. It simply isn't within our jurisdiction and power to do. And while we can't, at the same time, give birth to a divine being as Mary did Jesus, we can make the same choices as the Immaculate Mother- that is, say yes to whatever the Lord's bidding was. Being a willful servant is the grace that is greatest in her, and it is one that we all deserve to foster in ourselves.
Or, I am going to get my new house up, despite the crashing tendancies of PSP. And look what happens- something compelled me to use illegible fonts, and I forgot to save a .psp copy. Now, I get to start all over again. Yippee. Though the new house stays up for now.
Ugh, lovely. I stay up unseemly late on the weekend trying to make my new house while I still have time, and what does Paintshop Pro do? Oh, go figure, it thinks it's funny to crash. That's gotta be the thing I hate most about it. Lots of people complain about PSP's capabilities and limits, but the crashing part is the worst. Now I'm never gonna get my new house up :(
Eh, it's that time of year again. Namely, my birthday and school. What a combination. My birthday was great. I got Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicals, which is basically FF XI without the online aspect. Pretty good game, though. More importantly, my dad registerred Terragen for me (w00t!). What does that mean? It means I can turn out finely-rendere
On the offside, I'm back at school. The school is nuts. A 600 building is unnecessary. We have to run all across campus just to get to where we need to be. My first three classes ought to be alright, but my last three are going to be annoying. Physics is outright dull, from what I've seen, Brit Lit looks to be very hard, though I may enjoy the class. Precal seems very odd. The teacher is very happy-lovey type... I've heard all sorts of opinions about her. I should have fun in AP US History, though. The teacher's energetic, which is a must for second period. Though it will be lots of work, I should have some fun in that class.
All my classes are different from last year in terms of atmosphere. Teachers are less friendly, and some of them outright stated, "I am the teacher and you are the student. My first priority is teaching you, not to be your friend." Scary peoples. But the workload is going to be MUCH higher. In light of this, I'm off to work on my schoolwork.
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There's an exception to everything, life has no generalities, there are no absolutes. Nobody can say that something is perfect without someone else disagreeing. Nothing is unappealing to everyone, there's always someone who likes it. There are 6 billion people on this planet, and each of them have a unique mind or personality. That is why there is such variety on this planet, because everything is accepted, and none can be rejected without someone else losing something they'd like. But is there room for everything on this planet, and do they all have a place? As all people have their rights, the answer must be yes. But that also involves conflict due to some preferences clashing with the dislikes of others. The answer is tolerance. The only way for universal peace is to be tolerant of all things.
But is that such a good idea? Certainly not. Some things do not bear tolerance, such as murder and rape. Or do they? If they are a person's preference, do they have a place?
Obviously not. Murder and rape cannot be tolerated, or else the world falls into disorder. And what is peace if it is permeated with such vile? But can the non-tolerance be extended to the ones who's preference is murder and rape? Are we to suffer the murderers to live? As humans, we do not have the right to take another's life, or else we would fall to a level near, if not equal to a murderer. But what is their life if it is not filled with their preference? Are they to suffer through life because others must have peace? Are they to change to fit into society? Is it right to demand change from someone? Certainly not. No human deserves to be forced to change from their own personality. No human deserves to suffer through life. The answer, then, can only be that they must be convinced of the suffering they cause, and change of their own volition.
(The muddled thought pattern sorted out by typing. Pay it no mind, if you wish, though there may be something of importance written there)
And I've just reached the decision that I know nothing about people. I know all about me. But 'me' is just completely different from other people. Or maybe I'm not. I have no way of telling if I'm different from over people in any aspects. I look at something, and wonder what the significance of it is. Or possibly it isn't significant, because the creator didn't intend any significance, just thought it was nice, so it was made. But that's just the creator. Other people may have decided that there was significance in it, etc. I can't tell. Because I use myself as a basis for judgement. "Would I put significance in that?" when the true, and often unanswerable question lies in the creator. "Would the creator put significance in that?" It's a sign of individuality. And it means my capacity for empathy is a lot smaller tha I thought :P
Gotta love Bash.org
<KainSularei> I wish that it was possible to edit car honks
<KainSularei> sometimes someone tries to cut me off, but i always see it coming and speed ahead of them
<KainSularei> So I'm thinking I get some LOTR Gandalf bumper sticker on my back bumper
<KainSularei> I'd like to be able to hit the steering wheel and have them hear this booming "YOU SHALL NOT PASS!" as I go by
w00t. I got assigned this author (Percy Bysshe Shelley) to do some summer assignments on. And guess what? He's an athiest :D I always work well with stuff I disagree with. I was quite pleased to find that his book on 'The Necessity of Athiesm' was rather short. I suppose I'm to draw that they aren't really necessary? Gosh, this is gonna be a snap compared to my AP assignment :D
Minesweeper moved to a higher level o.O
After completing expert in 180 seconds, I checked world records for fastest times. Quickest was 60 seconds, but I ranked about 50th in the charts. Probably lots of people who didn't participate, though. I read through the guide on improving times. Pretty much the same techniques I use, though lots of practice. Then, I read about no-flagging minesweeper. Much more difficult. I'm practicing it right now. Beaten intermediate and beginner with it. It seemed to slow my times a bit, though beginner didn't have much of an effect. I'm working on expert. I think I'll have it soon.
More random stuff. I did these mainly because I was tired of seeing 'condoms' in the second spot. -.-
1. Lotion: Creamy stuff
2. Rubber: tires
3. CD: Final Fantasy
4. Bed: Squishy pillow thingies
5. Paper: homework assignments
6. Run: rivers
7. Candle: Illuminati (o.O)
8. Mouse pad: blue jet
9. Sweatshirt: soft
10. Door: doorway
11. Pictures: flowers
12. Flowers: countryside
13. Deodorant: blue goo stuff
14. Pencil: art
15. Sex: erm
16. Radio: crap music :D